Pain-Phora

[00:03.98]Verse 1: [00:11.65]Although I walk through the valley of the shadow of death [00:15.22]I fear no man but God as I take my last breath [00:17.56]Used to beg them to stay and they'd just ask me to leave [00:20.25]You dont know what strugglin means until they shatter your dreams [00:23.21]Keep moving, no matter if them ******* wanna doubt you ***** [00:26.10]Never been fed with a silver spoon, what about you *****? [00:28.90]From the craddle to my ************' grave ***** [00:31.54]Heard my momma cryin' homie, I ain't been the same since [00:34.13]Blue skies turnin' white, theirs blood on the pavement [00:36.82]And all they ever ask me is "Phora how did you make it?" [00:39.71]Not "where did you come from?" or "tell me your story" [00:42.68]Theirs a difference between cats who want something from and for me [00:45.49]But I ain't trippin, they tellin me to settle down [00:48.13]Aha but i ain't settlin' for nothin' [00:51.02]And the people i hung around would just let me down [00:53.66]Eventually I was the only one i trusted [00:56.43]Real talk, I try not to show emotion [00:58.92]Alot of **** inside me i won't put out in the open [01:01.56]I hope i never snap, Lord knows that im destined for greatness [01:04.60]But those ****** keep testin my patience, I got [01:07.14]Chorus: [01:07.35]Pain in my heart, tryna not to let it show [01:12.27]They ask me if Im ready, I never said no way [01:16.49]But you really never know [01:18.37]Pain in my heart, tryna not to let it show [01:23.40]They ask me if Im ready, I never said no way [01:27.51]But you really never know [01:29.39]Verse 2: [01:34.36]I just close my eyes and imagine [01:35.64]And just try to fly away [01:37.36]Aiming for tomorrow but we dying by the day [01:40.63]Ill be the first one to say i cry I ain't ashamed [01:42.81]They keep tellin me to smile but yo im tryna find a way [01:45.60]Losing touch to myself tears droppin to the pavement [01:48.14]Honestly I dont know how much longer i can take it [01:51.34]And I know how it feels to lose all everyone that you love [01:54.75]And start questiong the one up above [01:57.39]Like why do all the good people gotta die [01:59.78]And why these young kids victim to a homicide [02:02.67]I dont know but im still searchin for the answers [02:04.65]Haven't smoked since my grandfather died from cancer [02:08.11]So dont take offense when I dont hit the blunt with you [02:10.60]Cause theirs a reason, it dont mean that I dont **** wit you [02:13.34]All It means is that you dont know what Im going through [02:15.78]Dont ask to talk about it, its not something that im open to [02:19.45]Behind every smile is a number of tears, told myself that i have nothing to fear [02:23.82]But little did i know when you keep all that pain inside [02:27.23]You'll be your own worst enemy til the day you die [02:29.72]Chorus: [02:30.12]Pain in my heart, tryna not to let it show [02:34.74]They ask me if Im ready, I never said no way [02:38.90]But you really never know [02:40.74]Pain in my heart, tryna not to let it show [02:45.66]They ask me if Im ready, I never said no way [02:49.83]But you really never know