Volunteer-Bitter Ruin

[00:06.90]Wait for a day when you’re not relevant to the past [00:12.42]I’m playing, I’m playing [00:19.53]And it’s not a game when you know that your chances are slim [00:24.78]For winning, you’re winning [00:31.89]In all honesty you are undercutting everybody [00:35.14]Lean on the door you’re the easy find they’re looking for [00:38.19]In all honesty you’re a mess [00:45.55]In my mind I guess I am a volunteer [00:54.92]The scientist in you is resting except something’s wrong [01:02.27]And everyone around our table, in hushed voices says [01:11.47]‘It’s too late, she’s already gone’ [01:27.93]Yes it’s a shame but you’re missing the point I am fine [01:33.92]Reliving, reliving [01:40.60]And yes I’m ashamed but the milestone is wandering far [01:46.34]And I’m running, still running [01:53.28]Matter of fact you’re the bible with a violent impact [01:56.44]Matter of fact you are blind [02:03.74]In my mind I guess I am a volunteer [02:12.98]Here out of choice [02:23.15]In my mind I guess I am a volunteer [02:32.51]Screaming with no voice [02:55.62]My spade is heavy lord I cannot dig anymore [03:04.92]I’m in for another win, pick up your cards off the floor [03:14.53]And I’m feeling the pull to the door, to the door [03:22.95]To the draw [03:38.51]In my mind I guess I am a volunteer [03:57.36]In my mind I guess I am a volunteer