I feel sorry for your mother-Snacky Chan

[00:00.00] [00:03.03]To my man Dave at your grave [00:04.27]I silently prayed [00:05.18]I know you saved by grace and [00:06.83]not works [00:07.80]Man it hurt for real [00:08.74]Philly streets remain ill [00:10.16]now your boys can't chill [00:11.59]unless steel by they waistline [00:12.88]Ya didn't waste time full time [00:14.66]job and college [00:15.83]working harder not even bitter [00:17.41]at the Father [00:18.29]for taking your father at an [00:19.82]early age [00:20.80]I sympathize with your situation [00:22.12]yo my Dad's the same [00:23.45]Bullets penetrated your fles [00:25.10]arms legs even your neck [00:26.84]Your death the reason Steve [00:28.17]stays depressed [00:29.04]I never seen so many tears [00:30.26]in a day [00:30.82]so much sadness and utter [00:32.11]madness definition of tragic [00:34.10]Habits develop when [00:35.63]your friends die [00:36.35]Your memories are enemies ya [00:38.09]numb em with that Henny and lye [00:39.57]Yo it's hard to say goodbye [00:40.95]I can't let it go [00:41.93]I feel sorry for your moms it [00:43.66]must be hard on a widow [00:44.84]I feel sorry for your mother [00:46.39]I tried to take that hurt away [00:48.57]from her [00:49.33]but she can't escape the pain [00:50.94]or recover [00:51.80]so she sits alone by the [00:53.49]candle light crying at night [00:55.18]she sounds like this [00:58.39]I feel sorry for your mother [01:00.63]I couldn't take the pain away [01:01.96]from her [01:02.77]This is what a widow sounds like [01:05.60]losing her child's life [01:06.68]It's like your child losing her [01:07.91]life in front of your eyes [01:08.95]comatose high dose pain killers [01:10.63]inside her IV [01:12.93]Recall her voice calling Mommy [01:14.31]Let's play hide and seek in the [01:15.54]lobby with little Tommy [01:16.81]It's a struggle just to smile [01:18.18]your daily mission is [01:19.68]just to keep hope alive [01:20.85]but God ain't listening [01:22.09]You're whispering prayers and [01:23.87]playing musical chairs [01:24.79]inside her room by the nurse [01:26.01]and near them exit stairs and [01:27.24]there's [01:27.71]so much support expert [01:29.29]technicians [01:30.16]but modern medicine couldn't [01:31.53]keep your little kid living [01:32.67]Now they hit you with that news [01:34.09]so much disbelief [01:35.64]you wouldn't let the casket [01:37.33]drop in the dust for 6 feet [01:38.25]Holding back your tears when [01:40.17]you're at your day job [01:41.19]during breaks in the bathroom [01:42.38]cursing at God [01:43.50]You knocked he didn't open [01:45.09]asked didn't receive [01:46.11]Now your child joins your [01:47.59]husband in the ground underneath [01:49.07]I feel sorry for your mother [01:50.77]I tried to take that hurt away [01:52.40]from her [01:53.63]but she can't escape the pain [01:55.08]or recover [01:56.13]so she sits alone by the [01:57.67]candle light crying at night [01:58.70]she sounds like this [02:00.46] [02:02.57]I feel sorry for that mother [02:04.67]I couldn't take the pain away [02:05.96]from her [02:06.92]So she prays in vain for answers [02:08.70]ain't no cure to Cancer [02:10.70]To all the fallen you're gone [02:12.24]but not forgotten [02:13.10]escape from this modern day Gotham [02:14.88]gritty city in a physical form [02:16.47]you've shown me courage [02:17.91]in a storm [02:18.48]I touch the clothes you left [02:19.65]behind they remain warm [02:20.83]In the morning hours address [02:22.32]heavenly powers [02:23.69]leave flowers at your grave [02:24.81]Teddy Umi and Dave [02:26.09]Rest in peace in a place [02:27.52]undivided by race [02:28.59]True love given not chased [02:30.12]your belly stay full of steak [02:31.62]Hesitating voices [02:32.68]saying your boys is gone [02:34.14]Sitting there shocked with no [02:35.72]response gripping the phone [02:36.85]All my dogs go to heaven ain't [02:38.49]that right reverend [02:39.37]No if's and's or maybe's end [02:40.91]of sentence [02:42.09]Mention fate spark religious [02:43.57]debate [02:44.33]witness a newborn die then [02:45.60]testify why God's so great [02:47.28]Now it's nothing but hate love [02:49.29]is too damn abusive [02:50.21]Cuz whatever you love you lose it [02:51.98]That's why I feel sorry for [02:53.57]your mother [02:55.27]I tried to take that hurt away [02:57.12]from her [02:57.68]but she can't escape the pain [02:59.37]or recover [03:00.17]so she sits alone by the [03:01.40]candle light crying at night [03:03.14]she sounds like this [03:06.55]I feel sorry for your mother [03:08.91]She can't escape the pain or [03:09.64]recover [03:10.92]This is what a widow sounds like [03:12.60]losing [03:13.37]her child's life it's like this [03:39.00]