Face First-Capsize

[00:47.475] I failed myself again today [00:51.876] Liar, liar, it's always been that way [00:56.228] I fell face first while I was over thinking [01:00.046] [01:01.617] Cloud my mind again, block it all away [01:04.527] [01:04.810] Insecure and undeserving [01:09.543] Of all the love you were reserving [01:13.447] Negative and assuming [01:17.682] I'm numbing myself just to keep quiet [01:23.084] [01:34.217] I couldn't commit when it knew all along it would end up like this [01:42.183] I can't pretend that I don't want all my secrets back [01:47.453] My own reflection won't look me in the eyes [01:59.659] Because it knows who I could've been but you killed him, [02:08.722] you killed me [02:12.525] [02:13.796] I tried to change for you, faked a smile and attitude [02:20.077] I never wanted it to be like this, [02:24.130] I never wanted to feel a ****ing thing [02:28.916] I lost the key to purposely, [02:32.440] keep everything locked away inside of me [02:35.675] Still question myself, [02:38.077] still hating myself, [02:39.243] still everything I deserve [02:42.295] [02:42.518] Another blow to the head, [02:46.183] slapped in the face by the things that you said [02:49.672] This curse burns infinite, [02:53.557] bound by the chains anchored in my head [02:57.007] And so it begins every single good thing will come to an end [03:03.865] Nothing ever lasts when every light in my path is burned out by my past