Anti Body-Gazelle Twin

[00:17.33]Don't know how to feel [00:18.74]When you want to see [00:19.81]All the pain you cause [00:20.56]To your family [00:21.68]Suffering the most [00:22.69]I hear what you say [00:23.98]Everything is clear [00:25.24]I can't live that way [00:26.36]Don't know how to feel [00:27.06]When you want to break [00:28.41]All the things you love [00:29.23]Thinking it's OK [00:30.33]Cutting into flesh [00:31.53]Til the loop returns [00:32.69]Everything is black [00:33.69]Now that you confess [00:43.77]I begin to try [00:44.84]I can't shake the urge [00:45.73]Burying the fear [00:46.92]Stifling the cry [00:47.79]It's not like they said [00:49.19]Best time of your life [00:50.03]Giving all you can [00:51.05]Love you til your dead [00:52.02]I can hear a voice [00:53.25]It begins to shout [00:54.31]Making me believe [00:55.51]I would have no choice [00:56.68]I can feel the eyes [00:57.67]Looking over me [00:58.73]Following my skin [00:59.89]Cannot cease to be [01:01.43]I can't let you in [01:03.19]It takes too much to get out [01:05.65]If I don't let you in [01:07.28]That full force pushes me down [01:09.64]I can't let you in [01:11.74]It takes too much to get out [01:13.94]If I don't let you in [01:16.01]That full force pushes me down [01:36.01]When I was fourteen [01:37.03]I hid in his room [01:38.03]Hoping I would sleep [01:39.11]Never be exhumed [01:40.38]History and the past [01:41.31]It was always there [01:42.33]Swallowing the pill [01:43.49]Til I breathed my last [01:44.51]Suffering the most [01:45.67]I hear what you say [01:46.81]Everything is clear [01:47.90]I can't live that way [01:48.87]Don't know how to feel [01:50.00]When I want to end [01:51.25]All the time I've had [01:52.21]Thinking it's not real [01:54.29]Shout [01:58.54]See [02:03.19]Shout [02:07.31]See [02:10.87]I can't let you in [02:13.05]It takes too much to get out [02:15.38]If I don't let you in [02:17.08]That full force pushes me down [02:19.55]I can't let you in [02:21.68]It takes too much to get out [02:23.87]If I don't let you in [02:25.94]That full force pushes me down [02:28.48]When I was fourteen [02:29.65]I hid in his room [02:30.21]Hoping I would sleep [02:31.29]Never be exhumed [02:32.40]History and the past [02:33.57]It was always there [02:34.71]Swallowing the pill [02:35.64]Til I breathed my last [02:54.33]I can't let you in [02:56.75]It takes too much to get out [02:58.88]If I don't let you in [03:00.83]That full force pushes me down [03:03.12]I can't let you in [03:05.18]It takes too much to get out [03:07.69]If I don't let you in [03:09.38]That full force pushes me down.