We Will Always Be-Elyonbeats

[00:21.91]Show me where the levee is, let's sit and watch the river [00:24.50]As it flows with a consistency I wish we could pursue [00:27.47]And though the pain is evident, this journey was a requisite [00:30.64]I feel a certain heaviness, I know you feel it too [00:33.49]My body weakens when these memories spontaneously [00:36.35]Break into my brain. Ironic how the pain [00:38.80]Is amplified like a speaker when the times contemplated [00:41.80]Were the days that were greatest: now it's all that remains [00:44.29]There's something special, something simply unforgettable [00:47.29]About this simple gathering, living and intentional [00:50.29]I'm sitting with a pen, a thought a statue on it's pedestal [00:53.17]Written down the memories to stash it in my envelope [00:56.00]So here's a memo and a billion copper pennies [00:58.39]Representing every though I had of you (it's not for spending) [01:01.71]But I'm spent and I'm ending my attempts of assertiveness [01:04.41]And praying to my Father that His Will ain't misinterpreted [01:07.24]These mistakes... That's how I'm learning it [01:10.08]I hate change... But that's what inertia is [01:13.08]I made a table from the pain that overdosed my conscience [01:16.23]Broke my fist and then I wrote this bloody poem on it [01:18.94]Show me to trail that'll take us to the waterfall [01:21.48]Listen to the metaphor: learn from it's example [01:24.24]Even though we fall, we should always be transparent [01:26.98]Even though we crash, we will always be majestic [01:29.58]Watch me discipline my patience like a finger to the parchment [01:32.66]The fire in my heart just seemed to flicker in the darkness [01:35.46]Traded in my passion for the sake of the tradition [01:38.18]Beat my body for the mission but the payment was my vision [01:41.08]I know I'm young but I know something wasn't feeling right [01:43.69]This sacrifice should never keep me weeping in my sleep at night [01:46.83]I'm misaligned like a lady losing focus [01:49.10]Holds her baby on her shoulder with a case of scoliosis [01:52.37]We're getting close but never close enough to open up [01:55.03]I'm getting cold but never close enough to warm me up [01:58.25]This one's for everybody hiding in the secrecy [02:00.84]For every week of being weak without you seeing it [02:03.96]For every inconsistent moment asking if it's worth it [02:06.86]I forgive that I could count on your discouragement [02:09.70]God forbid perhaps I sicken you with honesty [02:12.27]And I forgive that you've withheld your reciprocity [02:15.23]You ever felt the pain of weeping with sincerity [02:17.82]To find that not a single drop released was taken seriously? [02:20.63]Have you ever chose to chase the passion in your heart? [02:23.50]Flaming matches in the dark? Making action from a spark? [02:26.24]Ignite the fear and vanish, scrape the ashes so the diamond shines [02:28.94]Only in the end just to be criticized: I just can't [02:31.75]Reach the expectations set by everybody else [02:34.29]When I hardly could fulfill the ones I'm setting for myself [02:37.14]Let's have another meeting... let's talk about the plan [02:39.94]Let's discuss how we'll advance, let's entrust it in His hands [02:42.67]I'm sorry for my apathy, I've been depressed lately [02:45.63]I haven't been myself I know, I've been so stressed lately [02:48.47]I know what real darkness is, road is long and arduous [02:51.38]The yoke is hard and pardon for the scarring on my cartilage [02:54.26]Locked in war and the casualty is hope and growth [02:57.14]I'm battling with emptiness, my family is broke [02:59.34]And I just want to talk, but it just seems you're busy praying [03:02.36]We're swimming in an ocean and it's hard to stay afloat [03:05.39]I'm sickened from the drowning so I floated to the coast [03:07.91]And then I walked upon the dock and now I'm waiting for the boat [03:10.62]I'm here to help, so here's a pair of empty shoulders [03:14.00]Let me take upon the load; ignore the fact my soul is broken [03:16.80]It's best to settle if we can't defeat the elements [03:19.72]When comfort is an easy price to pay to be irrelevant [03:22.62]So what happened? You wonder for my absence [03:25.47]My answer is pointing to the fact it's my sadness [03:28.13]And sin. I can't even manage my skin [03:30.67]To fake being intact; the scars from within [03:33.59]I needed help, badly. And pity doesn't do it [03:36.45]Nor does singing over music when your actions ain't congruent [03:39.19]I'm sorry. I love you, but it sucks that I'm so insecure [03:42.30]Even when I showed my heart,bled it out... poured [03:44.82]But I never saw yours. I never saw yours [03:47.60]I'm all grown up, yet I'm so immature [03:50.35]The nuisance it will tailor... I'm stupid with emotions [03:53.26]If this Kuya was a failure then this truth is my atonement [03:56.09]I never know the right words to say [03:58.63]I can't control myself standing face to face [04:02.24]I'm a coward so I can't just speak it all... [04:04.78]And this is why I love to write these stupid freaking songs [04:07.56]And I just want to say I freaking miss my family [04:10.11]I cherished every moment we all had of being happy [04:12.89]I wish that we could fix the petty grudges that we're holding [04:15.73]I wish that we'd forgive each other's faults before it's too late [04:18.57]But it wasn't your fault. I promise that I pray for you [04:21.43]Your memory embedded in my brain everyday for you [04:24.57]I'm here for you. I love you and I swear that's what I'm here to do [04:27.40]I'd sacrifice whatever if it makes the Gospel clear to you [04:30.11]If God would grant me peace, well then I promise I would stay for you [04:32.96]If I were called to fight for this, I promise I would train for you [04:35.67]And if the game is life or death so then I promise I would play for you [04:38.47]And even though I'm gone I freaking promise I remain for you [04:41.21]So show me where the levee is, let's sit and watch the river [04:44.03]As it flows a tranquility that softens up the pavement [04:46.71]I think the rain is coming... Wash away the heaviness [04:49.71]You'll always be a blessing to my life... you will always be Famous [04:54.26]We will always be Famous [04:57.18]You will always be Famous [05:00.02]We will always be Famous