reality-D3R

[00:00.000] 作词 : Andreas Tarasoff [00:01.000] 作曲 : Andreas Tarasoff [00:06.532]The thrill is in the chase, never in the capture
追逐的快感，从不在于拥有。 [00:11.618]I despise you
derder [00:13.207]New year, new me that's a ****in' lie
新年新我？皆是虚妄。 [00:15.933]I got plenty things wrong with me, I'm always wasting time
我满身破绽，总在荒废时光。 [00:19.453]I want to change, wanna live my best life
想要改变，想活出最盛大的模样。 [00:22.804]But always something in the way, and I act like I'm fine
却总有阻碍横亘，偏装作无恙。 [00:26.004]I'm so paranoid of the people who surround me
身侧人影幢幢，教我如临深渊。 [00:29.969]You wanna tear me down, with a smile, do it proudly
你们笑里藏刀，要将我拆解，如此坦荡。 [00:33.235]Some people care, some do it for their family
有人为牵挂，有人为家族奔忙。 [00:36.461]But nothing normal in my life, I feel so profoundly
唯我的天地失了常轨，荒芜得如此浩荡。 [00:38.458]You're such a shitty experiment
你这可悲的试验品。 [00:39.963]My friends say that I'm perfectionist
友人说这是完美主义。 [00:41.902]But in actual reality I'm critical as shit
实则我苛刻如刀 [00:44.856]I don't know where to draw the line
不知界线在何方。 [00:47.040]Yeah, am I good enough? Gotta change this
我是否够好？必须撕裂这旧章。 [00:49.826]I always had to numb myself, so I used to get wasted
总需麻醉感官，便向杯中寻故乡。 [00:53.189]I look from angles, shouldn't see
以不应窥探的角度，窥探万象。 [00:55.667]I'm chasing the truth, reality is all I need
我追逐真相，唯现实是光。 [00:58.817]But I'm always confused, why do we lack empathy?
却总陷迷惘：人间为何失了体谅？ [01:02.252]Is it a coping mechanism? I'm hatin' everybody, not me
是自我防卫吗？我厌弃众生，独独宽恕我的痴妄。 [01:06.339]Nothing's ever good enough, nothing ever changes
万物皆不够好，万物从未更易。 [01:08.871]No matter what I try, no matter the places
穷尽所有尝试，踏遍所有地方。 [01:12.427]Something always to blame, some people blame their faces
总有可指责的缘由。有人怪罪皮囊， [01:16.045]Or they wanna fill the void, by tryna be famous
有人欲填心中沟壑，便向虚名索偿。 [01:19.200]I got opportunity, but living, it's a nightmare
我手握机遇，生活却似永夜漫长。 [01:22.630]I'm an introvert, so my positions unfair
身为内向者，这方天地本就不公。 [01:26.034]I just wanna share my plans, but I hate false promises
只想诉说蓝图，却憎恶轻诺的张狂。 [01:29.291]I don't wanna hurt the fans, so I have to acknowledge them
不愿伤了守望者的心，便将每份期待承当。 [01:33.192]I'm moving in silence, for you
为你，我于无声处跋涉。 [01:36.032]I'm fighting every day, for you
为你，我每日与心魔对抗。 [01:39.932]I only try, for you
我所有尝试，皆因你存在。 [01:42.900]Don't wanna die, for you
不愿就此沉没，因你是我未熄的微光 [01:47.146]My friends say that I'm perfectionist
友人说这是完美主义。 [01:48.973]But in actual reality I'm critical as shit
实则我苛刻如刀 [01:52.408]I don't know where to draw the line
不知界线在何方 [01:54.149]Yeah, am I good enough? Gotta change this
我是否够好？必须撕裂这旧章。 [01:56.961]I always had to numb myself, so I used to get wasted
总需麻醉感官，便向杯中寻故乡。 [02:00.323]I look from angles, shouldn't see
以不应窥探的角度，窥探万象。 [02:02.757]I'm chasing the truth, reality is all I need
我追逐真相，唯现实是光。 [02:06.155]But I'm always confused, why do we lack empathy?
却总陷迷惘：人间为何失了体谅？ [02:09.505]Is it a coping mechanism? I'm hatin' everybody, not me
是自我防卫吗？我厌弃众生，独独宽恕我的痴妄。 [02:13.842]Silent, silent, silent, for you
沉寂，万籁俱寂，皆为你。 [02:16.301]I'm f-f-f-fightin' for you
我为你，战——战意如狂。 [02:19.709]I try-try-try, for you
我为你，尝——尝尽风霜。 [02:22.913]Don't-don't-don't, don't wanna die
不——不愿就此沉沦。 [02:24.784]Don't wanna— don't-don't wanna, for you
不愿、绝不愿，负了这场——为你而存的人间一趟。