Difficult-Bad Meets Evil

[00:00.00]Difficult （难）-Bad Meets Evil [00:01.120]They ask me am I ok They ask me if I'm happy [00:04.440]Are they asking me that because of the [00:06.200] shit that's been thrown at me [00:07.470]Or am I just a little snappy [00:08.900]And they genuinly care [00:10.789]Doody most of my life it's just been me and you there [00:13.808]And I continuosly stare at pictures of you [00:16.238]I never got to say I love you [00:18.338]As much as I wanted to but I do [00:20.177]Yeah I say it now and you can't hear me [00:22.446]What the f**k good does that do me now [00:24.825]But somehow I know you're near me in presence [00:27.503]Or I went and drop some [00:28.733]Presents off to ease it to them [00:30.452]Two little beautiful boys of yours [00:32.302]To try to ease their minds a little [00:34.572]And dawg you'll never believe this [00:36.332]But Sharonda actually talks to me now [00:38.921]Jesus and everyone elese [00:40.501]Is just tryna pick up the pieces [00:42.621]Man how you touch so many lives and just leave us [00:45.321]They say grievance has a way [00:47.249]Of affecting everyone different [00:49.99]If it's true how the f**k am [00:50.789]I supposed to get over you [00:52.159]Difficult as it sounds [01:18.308]Doody that's what we call eachother [01:20.627]I don't know where it came [01:21.787]From but it just stuck with us [01:23.407]We was always brothers [01:24.767]Never thought about eachothers skin colours [01:27.517]Til one day we was walking up [01:29.437]The block in the summer [01:30.707]It was like 90degrees [01:32.437]I was catching a sun burn [01:34.36]Tryna walk under the trees [01:35.496]Just to give me some comfort [01:37.176]I'm moaning I just wanna get home [01:38.916]When I look over in his shirt is off [01:40.936]I'm like you gon fry and like [01:42.506]No I won't I'm black stupid [01:44.565]Black people they got melatonin [01:46.714]And their skin don't burn [01:48.204]Meanwhile my face is glowing and I felt [01:50.524]Like I'm on fire [01:51.594]And the entire time you're just laughing at me [01:54.423]And snapping at me with your shirt bastard [01:56.821]And I still have to get you back for that shit [01:59.291]And by the way them playboy rings [02:01.131]My mother stole from you [02:02.431]Well I finally got them back shit [02:04.521]It must have been at least 16years ago [02:07.381]Well I put them in your casket [02:09.381]Moving past it it still ain't registered yet [02:11.861]But you can bet you're legacy they'll never forget [02:15.400]The motor city mo-town [02:16.940]Hip hop vet hip hop shop dreads [02:19.650]It don't stop there [02:21.199]Yeah as difficult as it sounds [02:47.409]And this might sound a little [02:48.589]Strange but I'm a tell it [02:50.79]I found that jacket that you left at my wedding [02:52.399]And I picked it up to smell it [02:54.169]I wrapped it up in plastic until I put it in glass [02:57.329]And hang up in the hallway [02:58.579]So I can always look at it [03:00.109]And as for me and D12we feel like f**k rap [03:03.587]It feels like our general [03:04.837]Just f**king died in our lap [03:06.566]We shut off all our pages [03:07.906]All our cell numbers is changed [03:09.206]Our two-ways are in the trash [03:10.816]So some cats will have to find a new way [03:13.355]And I know the dreams will die with you today [03:16.565]But the truth is there all still here and you ain't [03:19.474]Purple gang you gotta press on [03:22.03]Don't ever give up the dream dog [03:23.982]I got love for you all [03:25.492]And Doody it's true you bought [03:27.292]People together who never [03:28.702]Woulda been in the same room if it wasn't for you [03:31.962]You were the peacemaker doody [03:33.882]I know sometimes you were moody [03:35.462]But you hated confrontation [03:37.112]And truly hated the feuding [03:38.912]But you were down for yours [03:40.182]Whenever it came to scrapping [03:42.92]If it had to happen it had to happen [03:44.352]Believe me I know you're the one who taught me to [03:46.902]Throw them balls back on Dresden [03:48.452]From making cars to paintballing [03:50.282]To getting arrested [03:51.332]To sitting across from eachother [03:53.62]In cells laughing and jesting [03:54.792]They tried to hit us for [03:55.962]5years for that no question [03:57.831]I guess them hookers and bums that we shot up [04:00.111]Didn't show up for court [04:01.311]So we got off on a technicality left sweating [04:04.251]Me you and what's his face [04:05.941]I forgot his f**king name [04:07.571]Shame he even came to your funeral [04:09.751]He betrayed our team [04:10.691]And if I see him again [04:12.141]I'm a punch him in the f**king face [04:14.11]And that's on Hallie Jade Whitney Lane [04:16.31]And Alaina's name [04:17.551]I let the pistol bang once [04:19.281]Just to leak a shot in the air [04:21.241]For you and pour some liquor out for [04:23.60]You with Obie in the parking lot of 54 [04:25.679]Just before we were supposed to get in cars [04:28.68]To come and see you [04:29.238]It's more difficult as it sounds