Chapters-Breakdown of Sanity

[00:00.940]Chapters -Breakdown of Sanity [00:26.830]Looking back on my footsteps on the cold ground [00:31.798]Feeling like fleeing [00:34.217]They say the path I took should be my fate [00:38.886]But I wanna take my lazy steps on my own [00:41.535]Day by day [00:42.215]Second by second I set the course anew [00:46.235]Walking through the frames of my life [00:50.995]Looking for the moments [00:52.973]I'll remember with a smile [00:55.732]Tripping over lies and hate envy and vanity [01:00.670]I wish I could change the order of proceedings [01:06.707]No chance at all [01:08.277]No chance at all [01:12.757]I build a time machine [01:15.717]I will reverse my mistakes [01:18.85]Pain fade away [01:35.968]All these sources of noise [01:37.598]Are whispering and screaming [01:40.147]Tempting and frightening [01:46.756]In the middle of my head beyond my heart [01:52.506]They try to change my mind into something bad [01:59.825]Fighting against them for years [02:02.124]But in the end I still decide on my own [02:06.483]Fearing the mistakes [02:08.292]Fearing the responsibility to myself and to my beloved [02:14.539]To my beloved [02:16.449]Walking through the frames of my life [02:20.798]Looking for the moments [02:22.778]I'll remember with a smile [02:25.558]Tripping over lies and hate envy and vanity [02:30.407]I wish I could change the order of proceedings [02:36.85]No chance at all [02:39.174]Can't overlook the flashlights [02:41.133]They are surrounding me [02:47.943]Observing all my movements [02:52.892]But finally it's me who's crying [02:56.151]For my perfect sincerity [02:58.481]Crying for my salvation crying [03:00.920]For the respect against for myself [03:10.450]So where is the golden means of all decisions [03:20.409]Don't even know [03:27.659]If there is a right way I could choose [03:59.374]I go down on my knees [04:02.421]I'm yelling at the ground [04:04.641]In the hope of finding some new answers [04:17.897]Thousands of questions [04:20.57]Only one life for finding answers [04:23.917]One question for thousands [04:37.794]Of lives breathing [05:08.978]Despite this I never stopped believing in [05:13.736]Waiting for the point I can see it clearly