I'm Not OK-Jill Andrews

[00:24]How would I ever know
岂会料落得如此下场 [00:26]If I never tried
如果我从未尝试这样 [00:27]If I never tried
如果我从未试图攻占你的心房 [00:30]To look
爱上错误的对象 [00:32]It's easy to blame yourself
只能责怪自己 [00:34]For wanting something else
所求大于已有 [00:36]Wanting something else
渴望更多的追求 [00:55]Dreams start to fade away
甜美的梦开始消散 [00:57]Become another day
成为昨日的童话 [01:00]And then another day
以及曾经的臆想 [01:02]Goes by
流逝，难再返 [01:03]Can't seem to watch it past
却不能痛快地放下 [01:05]Was never good at that
我从不擅长遗忘 [01:09]Never good at that
从不擅长 [01:11]Was I?
这，还是我吗？ [01:13]I'm not okay
我过得一点也不好，陷于苦闷 [01:16]With just leaving
只能选择去没有你的地方 [01:21]Or holding back my words until I
或者将我真切的话语掩藏 [01:26]Need them
直至我需要它们来吐露真相 [01:29]I'm not okay
我过得一点也不好，困于回忆 [01:33]With just leaving
只能离开去没有你的地方 [01:38]Cause I love you too much
只因我爱你至深 [01:57]I thought I was above
高估了自己的坚韧 [02:00]I guess I really wasn't
我想我真的不是这样 [02:02]I guess I really wasn't
我想我真的无须这样 [02:05]A kiss is meant to fade
离别的吻已意味着这份感情的释然 [02:08]And feelings go away
带走了我所有的感知和不切实际的幻想 [02:10]And feelings go away
吞噬了我所有的眷恋和对一丝温存的渴望 [02:14]But I'm not okay
我过得一点也不好，苦于未来 [02:17]With just leaving
只能离开去没有你的地方 [02:23]Or holding back my words until I
或者将我真切的话语掩藏 [02:27]Need them
直至我需要它们来吐露真相 [02:30]I am not okay
我过得一点也不好，陷于苦闷 [02:34]With just leaving
只能选择去没有你的地方 [02:40]Cause I love you too much
只因我爱你至深 [04:23]And how would I ever know
怎会料落得如此这般 [04:25]If I never tried
如果我从未尝试这样 [04:28]If I never tried?
从未这样？结局会不会不一样？