I Will Struggle-Outline In Color

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Mike Skaggs [00:00.73]I'm wide awake I know the truth [00:04.48]Some people are poison and I'm the proof [00:07.92]I hear the voice inside that says [00:11.20]Everyone is beautiful [00:13.97]But you [00:14.98]One mind any weapon [00:18.18]I'm in heaven [00:19.93]My nerves start to deaden [00:21.79]Everything is the same to me [00:24.86]When I let go I become who I might be [00:29.03]Why do I hate what they love [00:32.18]My insecutities and everything I'm made of [00:36.15]I'm okay with being something I'm not [00:39.51]We live [00:40.30]We die [00:41.18]We rot [00:42.11]Every single day [00:43.71]I will struggle [00:46.41]To just be happy again [00:48.93]To feel normal [00:50.15]I know I'm in trouble [00:53.51]Is this the way that it feels to be no one [00:57.34]I will struggle [01:01.10]Every day that I survive feels like a miracle [01:04.44]I'm in trouble [01:08.22]This is the way that it feels to be no one [01:12.42]I hate myself [01:13.82]I want to die [01:15.43]I can't find meaning in this life [01:18.83]I never asked to be alive [01:22.84]And I don't think I was born to survive [01:25.85]The needle breaks the skin [01:27.66]I feel it sinking in [01:29.29]My god what have I done [01:31.05]My mother's only son [01:32.89]I'm far from invincible [01:36.30]And some days I feel invisible [01:39.69]Every single day [01:41.01]I will struggle [01:43.59]To just be happy again [01:45.28]To feel normal [01:46.87]I know I'm in trouble [01:50.52]Is this the way that it feels to be no one [01:54.88]I will struggle [01:57.60]Every day that I survive feels like a miracle [02:01.24]I'm in trouble [02:04.99]This is the way that it feels to be no one [02:12.40]Life is so hard [02:14.03]But we share the same struggle [02:19.34]They say better a live coward [02:22.35]Than a dead hero [02:26.02]I thought I was chosen [02:28.25]But really I am broken [02:33.65]I'm fragile [02:34.81]I could break at any moment [02:40.53]Don't be like me [02:52.10]Don't be like me [02:56.32]If you know there is hope [02:58.01]Set yourself free [03:00.19]If the good die young [03:01.94]Then I'll be around for a lifetime [03:07.49]If the good die young [03:09.40]Then I'll be around for a lifetime [03:15.38]Don't be like me [03:18.70]Don't find comfort in the places I go [03:22.32]I'm too scared to look in a mirror [03:25.96]Too afraid to live [03:28.14]But too cowardly to die [03:30.99]I'm selfish [03:32.41]I'm a liar [03:34.22]I'm flawed [03:36.53]I can't control my anger [03:38.22]I can't face my appearance [03:40.17]I can't love the right way [03:43.62]But it's time to face the truth [03:46.65]I will struggle every day [03:49.03]For the rest of my life [03:57.13]And I'll always in every way and every day [04:02.98]I will struggle [04:04.67]And I'll always in every way and every day [04:09.99]I will struggle [04:12.28]And I'll always in every way and every day [04:17.12]I will struggle [04:19.04]And I'll always in every way and every day [04:24.20]I will struggle