What If...-Modern Baseball

[00:00.00]When I was “younger” [00:02.31]I thought of caring [00:04.47]As a reason for some to praise me, in envy [00:08.67]“So humble and kind” [00:10.67]“No better person” [00:12.87]Now that I’m “older” I’ve seen what I’ve been [00:17.19]Ruthless, ungrateful, always trying to turn up tracks [00:23.71]Be it about me or you [00:26.66]Seeking out the faithful in me [00:29.83]With tricks of trust and gluttony [00:35.72]I won’t wait for anyone anymore [00:39.79]When I was younger I thought of deep space [00:43.70]Pick me up swiftly, carry me away [00:47.92]Drop me off willing--light years lone gone [00:52.14]Never again seeing those who I loved [00:56.44]It’s not about me this time, there I go lying again [01:01.30]Please save my soul [01:03.11]I don’t know what I’m doing anymore [01:05.86]Seeking out the faithful in me with singles and a pen [01:09.61]Is it possible I’m overthinking this [01:13.91]It’s not what I’m not it’s what I believe in [01:17.77]It’s not what I’ve got, it’s my peace of mind [01:21.93]Too early to see if I’m still in the past [01:27.05]Too hopeful to be wasted time [01:30.75]It’s not what I’m not it’s what I believe in [01:34.86]It’s not what I’ve got, it’s my peace of mind [01:39.33]Too early to see if I’ll be [01:42.74]Seeking out the fraud in me [01:46.55]With compassion and honesty, I’ll wait….