There's Alot Going On-Vic Mensa

[00:00.00] 作词 : Alex "Papi Beatz" Baez/Carter Lang/Victor Mensah/Darian Garcia/Kevin Rhomberg/Peter Wilkins [00:01.00] 作曲 : Alex "Papi Beatz" Baez/Carter Lang/Victor Mensah/Darian Garcia/Kevin Rhomberg/Peter Wilkins [00:02.74]Yeah this just my life [00:09.33]Front to back top to bottom [00:14.77]Everything's changing around me [00:19.08]These days don't feel the same [00:22.50]We all lost faith and lost family [00:25.60]Why must we play this game [00:29.64]Lord have mercy on me [00:33.02]I've been a sinning man [00:37.27]Pull out my wings jump off the bridge and crash in a plane [00:40.63]If I never land [00:42.54]Know I never die [00:49.04]We live forever in my mind [00:56.24]And I sanctify [01:03.52]We live forever still that life [01:11.41]There's a lot going on but I stick to the ones I love [01:14.69]I never claimed to be a perfect man but name a great man who was [01:18.23]Consequences of my actions in the past years had me stressing out [01:21.84]It was like may I just moved to l a [01:24.19]I was tryna figure it out [01:25.37]Medication for depression that I cut cold turkey had the kid manic [01:28.96]In an episode out in hollywood wilding out like nick cannon [01:32.49]Railing adderall pills out a dollar bill on the bathroom floor [01:35.93]Clean the whole mess up with my nose [01:37.75]What the **** I need a vacuum fo [01:39.39]New york city on my birthday june 6 th 2014 [01:42.61]I had that first meeting with hov plus I brought out the whole team [01:46.11]I drank that whole bottle of d'usse ty ty gave me that night [01:49.63]When we left the club after rap genius house me [01:52.37]And shorty got into a fight [01:53.49]She came out the room swingin' hit me in the jaw [01:55.56]I was really tryna fend her off [01:57.40]But I ended up in the closet with my hands around her neck [01:59.91]I was tripping dawg [02:01.00]Too proud to apologize or empathize I blamed it all on her [02:04.49]Saying that she hit me first even though she was the one hurt [02:08.10]I was really just reflecting all the hurt [02:09.96]That I was feeling from the band's rejection [02:11.67]When kids these days split that shit felt like a c-sectio [02:15.22]And my infidelity and jealousy with natalie on top of the amphetamines [02:18.50]And the ecstasy had me tryna drown face down in the chesapeake [02:22.29]The next month I dropped down on my luck and had europe going nuts [02:25.83]But I couldn't even appreciate it at the time I was going through too much [02:29.28]Now I had to leverage million dollar label deals on the table for my records [02:32.78]In ibiza eating paella on the roof tryna choose over breakfast [02:36.61]Hov wasn't with the bidding war but I knew the roc just felt right [02:39.81]When I saw kanye at wireless without t-pain still a good life [02:43.35]Felt so close when mr hudson introduced me to him backstage [02:47.07]He prolly don't even remember that shit like a **** off backpag [02:50.66]But at that stage [02:51.44]I was ready to swing for the fence like a batting cage [02:54.07]At the same time I was winding down a low point in my addict phase [02:57.55]The adderall started wearing off and I went into a deep writer's block [03:01.18]All over a song that I couldn't finish [03:03.17]That I wrote about signin' to the roc [03:04.92]Isn't that ironic I was feeling so psychotic [03:07.95]With the whole world excited for me and my idol saying I got it [03:11.51]Shit got bad out in l [03:12.73]So I moved back home to my mom's basemen [03:15.05]Linked up with smoko and papi beatz and took it back to basics [03:18.89]Then I wrote rage that was me screaming out through the pain [03:22.46]And u mad addressing my relation******p with natalie it was too bad [03:25.83]The violence and the lies slipped suicide into my mental health [03:29.38]I did acid in the studio one day and almost killed myself [03:33.09]As I started to fall apart certain stars started to align [03:36.48]Oh mys came to chicago in january at the perfect time [03:40.02]He said kanye was working on an album [03:42.07]And uzi played him one of our songs [03:43.72]He was tryna fly me out **** it was goin' down like the dow jone [03:47.18]Pulled up to westlake first day I was there I recorded wolves [03:50.80]I knew I was the one like neo meeting with the oracle [03:54.50]But I had to get a handle 'fore the door was pulled [03:56.61]Crawled out on snl [03:58.32]All the niggas hating on me back home lookin' at me like fm [04:02.06]A lot of people coming out the wood like let's work tryna network [04:05.34]All the pressure making my head hurt the molly wouldn't let the meds work [04:08.81]At this time it's like feb 1 st to the 15 th [04:10.70]And I'm still addicted [04:12.65]Frustrated writing shit for ye tryna visualize someone else's visio [04:16.19]Then he laid that verse on u mad and we made the shit the singl [04:19.73]Ye and hov getting into it over me tryna do a joint venture [04:23.20]And good music still fam but it's that roc boy savemoney life [04:26.64]Took the bus out on the road for the traffic tour did a hundred nights [04:30.10]Cleaned out my closet I got rid of all of my demons [04:33.38]If you learn one thing from my journey **** it's don't stop believin [04:37.02]When this shit got so suffocating I could barely even keep breathin [04:40.64]Wrote my wrongs all in this song now [04:42.49]I'd like to welcome y'all to my season [04:44.18]**** I'm gon [04:58.89]Know I never die [05:05.06]We live forever in my mind [05:12.64]And I sanctify [05:19.12]We live forever still that life