Watching the Waiting-Wye Oak

[00:15.21]When I made my plan [00:19.40]There were some things for which I did not account [00:23.99]I could not have seen myself here [00:26.45]In a place I've been before [00:28.86]Seeing everything all over [00:31.50]As if I could really know [00:33.80]As if I am sure [00:34.80]And you say it's about time [00:38.66]But you know I'm not used to having enough [00:43.14]And there is nowhere I need to go [00:45.83]And there is nothing left to do [00:48.18]And I am sitting watching myself [00:50.49]Watching you [00:53.15]When I move to stand [01:03.93]Watching the waiting [01:08.01]My muscle memory is keeping me up [01:12.37]Real memory is also similarly cruel [01:17.48]To see his face in front of me [01:19.84]Out of the blue, for no reason at all [01:24.01]And I don't suppose [01:27.06]I'll be able to tell him how sorry I am [01:32.09]But like the guard settles in for another long night [01:37.18]I keep watch for a danger and I may not recognize [01:41.96]But I keep my eyes open [02:12.02]All I know is this [02:15.82]There are times when, to me [02:18.03]You seem to glow from within [02:20.70]And I wonder how this moment could possibly be [02:25.59]And how much was of my choosing [02:28.05]And what chose me [02:30.45]And I couldn't care less [02:31.75]When it all adds up [02:34.98]And I feel I am closest to what I really am [02:39.79]And there is nowhere I need to go [02:42.61]And there is nothing left to do [02:44.86]And I am sitting watching myself [02:47.32]Watching you [02:50.13]Watching the waiting