What If-Phora

[00:08.27]Verse 1: Phora [00:19.22]Yeah what if I met God, what would he say? [00:25.42]Would he love me like his child? [00:26.99]Would he look at me and turn away? [00:28.66]Would he be ashamed? [00:31.58]Cause I know I have my share of sins [00:33.36]I know I have my share of rules that I bent [00:35.69]Things that I've done, I'll regret as long as I live [00:37.98]I'm not proud of what I did [00:40.31]Damn, but lately I'm trying to make it right [00:42.86]Lately I'm trying to find myself through the pain [00:45.19]I've been looking for answers [00:46.21]So I've been praying every night [00:47.17]Yeah I'm praying every night, but I feel like I never get a reply [00:52.41]Feel like I'm always left asking myself why [00:54.99]Like why would my people feeling low, we get high [00:57.28]I'm just trying to get by [00:59.41]What if I got rich? What would I be? [01:03.88]Would I be the type that never break bread [01:05.30]And only look out for me? [01:06.92]My ***** don't you see? This **** was never for me [01:10.63]It was for the fam, but if I got rich [01:12.71]Would people start coming around [01:14.03]While plotting to take advantage of who I am [01:16.26]I'm learning to be a man, yeah but that really takes time [01:22.32]And I ain't really got patience dog [01:24.56]Too much **** up on my mind [01:27.10]Damn, but I'm really trying to cope with this **** [01:29.23]Drifting away from family, we ain't spoke in a bit [01:31.31]Guess it's cause I'm too proud to ask for help [01:33.59]So I just sit in my room and I ask myself, "What if?" [01:36.74]Verse 2: Phora [01:55.33]Yeah what if I blew up? You think I'd change? [02:01.22]Would I be faithful to the girl? [02:02.39]I wouldn't **** with the groupies cause of the fame [02:04.42]There's no one else to blame [02:07.37]I know I've done wrong so many times [02:09.14]Responsible for all the tears coming from my eyes [02:11.58]I'm sick of myself, sick of the games and the lies [02:13.87]I just hate to see you cry [02:16.10]What if I went broke? Where would they go? [02:20.52]Would they all stick around to watch me fall [02:22.45]Or just disappear slow, man I don't really know [02:26.46]If I lost everything would they forget [02:28.08]What if I lost all of my money, all of these whips [02:31.13]All of the fame, all the people, all of my chips [02:33.11]Would they all just dip? [02:35.34]What if I didn't have music? Where would I be? [02:38.55]**** honestly I'd probably be in the streets [02:41.49]Trying to hustle a G, G in the white of the green [02:44.20]Whatever you need, up in the A.M [02:46.03]Running the block with the fiends [02:47.51]Rolling around with a nine tucked in my jeans [02:49.89]And I'd probably end up like a "Boys in The Hood" scene [02:52.14]There's a better way to be [02:54.52]What if I met you? What would you think? [02:58.89]I just hope that I inspire you with every single word that I speak [03:01.93]If you got to know me [03:04.27]Well we probably ain't too different from each other [03:07.37]Why the world got to be so distant from each other? [03:09.55]What if we just learned to love and listened to each other [03:12.04]What if?