Metanoia-Obscure Anachronism

[00:01.08]The Human Abstract - Metanoia [00:02.03] [00:03.22]Look at me now, I'm losing control [00:05.24]I don’t know what to call myself [00:10.89]I know that I'm sick of playing a role [00:13.56]All along, I've been kidding myself, seeking out a set reality. [00:19.15] [00:19.50]They say sanity is dictated by what the larger percentage of society sees. [00:23.91]What does that mean? Clearly nothing. [00:28.52]Psychology is not an exact science, in fact, [00:31.92]there is no exact science, thoughit may seem. [00:35.91]That means I’m okay and everything’s ok. [00:40.60]Wrong again, I’ve been kidding myself. Life is falling apart at the seams. [00:46.81]Somehow I’m doomed to go over the same ground in these [00:51.57]compulsive circular thought patterns over [00:54.19]and over time and again over and over time and again. [00:56.38]I think I've got it all worked out and then [00:59.49]I forget every conclusion drawn every epiphany, gone. [01:04.68] [01:08.24]I felt safe, then the walls came crashing in one day. [01:11.65]Without warning, everything that I [01:15.96]thought was stable deep in me starts to wash away. [01:22.03]Can you feel it? It’s the motion of the tide. [01:27.36]Watch yourself now, there's an ocean deep inside. [01:35.27] [01:36.33]You could drown in it. [02:00.76][01:41.47]Look at me now, I'm losing control, [02:03.48]Might even be learning to enjoy the sting of the irony. [02:10.98]Changing my shape, I slide through the door way. [02:26.54] [02:45.59]Watch yourself now. [02:46.97]There is no ocean deeper than this. [02:50.98]Watch yourself. [02:51.97]It’s an endless journey through the abyss [02:58.93]all along I’ve been kidding myself, working equations. [03:02.19]It’s a long walk in and there's no clear way home. [03:06.61]Everything I was in constant change. [03:09.68]I'm not the same. [03:17.27]