ｉ ｐｒｏｍｉｓｅ ｉｔ ｗａｓ ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ ｙｏｕ ｄｉｄ (Prod. ｔｅｅｎ ｐｒｅｇｎａｎｃｙ．x Fats'e)-ｔ ｅｅｎ ｐｒｅｇｎａｎｃｙ．/Scum/Lil Lotus/fats'e

[00:01.36][Verse 1: Teen Pregnancy] [00:34.88]I'm just sitting here looking at the time pass
我只静坐着感受时间流逝 [00:39.30]Thought I heard the screams but it's only silence
寻思明明听到尖叫怎为一片静寂 [00:44.18]Tell me if you're wanting me to leave
直接告诉我 如果你在等着我走 [00:47.58]Tell me that you're okay,so explain why you're crying
你說你没事 那解释你怎么哭了 [00:52.90]Laying here alone,want you to hold me
我孤单地躺在那儿 想着你能抱住我 [00:56.97]I've changed a lot,i'm hiding out the old me
想着我已做出了不少改变 藏住了旧的自我 [01:01.62]Jealousy is running through my veins
妒忌似乎成为血液 [01:04.85]Tell me why i have this urge to scatter all my brains
告诉我 怎么会有掏空所有想法的冲动 [01:25.62][Verse 2: Scum] [01:27.68]I don't wanna be just another boy on your list
我没想列入你的后备者名单 [01:36.06]So tell me if i should stay or if i should go
明了地说吧 我该去或留 [01:43.65]Cause time passes by and so do i
时间会走 我或许留 [01:55.66]I just wanted to be special in your eyes
我只是想成为你眼里特别的我 [02:02.29][Bridge: Fats'e] [02:03.13]Just wanna be someone you care about
只想成为你牵挂心肠的我 [02:04.91](If I ever wanted anything)
仅有的愿望罢了 [02:06.86]I'm tired of (unintelligible) without a doubt
我厌烦了对你莫名奇妙的信任 [02:10.22]I ****** it up,I fell apart
我确实搞砸了 身心像分崩离析 [02:12.28]It's nothing new,I hope you know
一切照旧 希望你懂 [02:14.59]That this was not me trying to impress you
这不是我在费心吸引你的注意 [02:18.38][Verse 3: Fats'e] [02:19.27]I've had much better days
我有过胜此百倍的生活 [02:21.14]Sometimes I try to just embrace
偶尔我只是尝试着拥抱 [02:23.29]This loneliness that i insist is a fault of my own
被我归咎于自身问题的孤独感 [02:26.67]And I cannot resist
当然也无力抵抗她 [02:27.70]I wish you would see me and smile again
我希望你能看到我 再次展露笑容 [02:29.96]But it's all my fault,i could never pretend
然而一切都是我的不对 我没法伪装 [02:32.15]That things are the way that they were
装作关系一如往常的样子 [02:33.93]I'm going home alone,and you say that it hurt
我得一人回家了 你说那很难过 [02:36.40][Verse 4: Lil Lotus] [02:37.48]And i'm convinced that i'm just always just wasting time
我终于相信我只是一直在一厢情愿 浪费时间 [02:41.95]Tryna get the thought of you right out my mind
还在尝试着把我脑子里关于你的印象 删除 [02:46.16]I tell myself that i'll be alright,i'll be fine
我安慰自己我会没事的 [02:50.45]I pop a couple pills and then i close my eyes
我磕上几粒药丸 然后闭上眼睛 [02:54.93]And i do not deserve this even though i'm worthless
我不配拥有这些 我完全无价值 [02:59.34]I wanna tear my heart out,gotta find my purpose
我想挖出自己的心脏 想找到自己的愿望 [03:03.90]I do not deserve this,don't you see i'm hurting
我不配拥有它 看不见我正受着伤吗 [03:08.23]I put you in a hearse
把你抱入灵车了 [03:09.98]I just wanna know you heard it
我非常好奇 [03:14.11]I just wanna know you heard it
很想知道 [03:22.93]i just wanna know you heard it
你是否听到我的独白 [03:25.43]I put you in a hearse
把你抱入灵车了 [03:27.58]I just wanna know you heard it..
我很想知道 你是否听到我的心碎