I Could've Been

[00:15.67]You never wanted to see me leave this, [00:18.91]I never wanted to stick around. [00:22.33]And there's a rainstorm in my head that [00:25.70]I just can't outrun right now. [00:29.88]I'm faking smiles and stomachs aches [00:34.16]So I can get away. [00:37.45]Sometimes I think that I'm the only [00:40.46]One who feels this way. [00:44.30]The only things holding me back are my own thoughts in my head, [00:47.41]And I can't understand why I can't just move on and get passed them. [00:51.06]It's probably my own fault, and who's to say I can't fix it? [00:54.62]But maybe sometimes life just gets in the way. [00:59.40]I thought that with a change of pace, [01:02.32]That I could get the hang of this. [01:06.01]You're just another something that I can't seem to erase. [01:13.06]I thought that with a change of pace, [01:15.59]That things would start to feel okay again. [01:19.69]I guess I'm never gonna learn, [01:23.27]I guess I'm never gonna learn! [01:38.69]I tried to make it to the ending [01:41.25]Of a book I never read. [01:45.37]I'm relapsing to my old self trying to skip all these steps. [01:52.84]I'm faking smiles and stomach aches [01:56.11]When I start to feel trapped. [01:58.96]It's hard to breathe. [02:01.28]I never thought that I would lie [02:03.32]To the ones who stay close to me. [02:22.57]I thought that with a change of pace, [02:25.34]That I could get the hang of this. [02:28.92]You're just another something that I can't seem to erase. [02:35.95]I thought that with a change of pace, [02:38.40]That things would start to feel okay again. [02:42.63]I guess I'm never gonna learn, [02:46.11]I guess I'm never gonna learn! [03:29.16]Could you tell I wasn't honest? (I could've been, I could've been) [03:35.69]I couldn't be all that you wanted. [03:41.77]Could you tell I wasn't honest? (I could've been, I could've been) [03:49.19]I couldn't be all that you wanted.