活了十八年-张雪飞

[00:00.00] 作词 : 张雪飞/艾米纳姆 [00:01.00] 作曲 : 艾米纳姆 [00:11.98]When my world was crashing all around me all my hope was gone [00:17.51]I was drowning in darkness [00:20.66]barely hanging on [00:23.67]out of the shadows you appeared and helped me breathe again [00:29.29]so when it all goes to black [00:31.34]I won't start to fall Cause I can find you in the shadows [00:40.47] [00:40.96]他出生在97年十月 下着雪的那个暖冬 [00:44.34]他第一次哭或许是对这个世界太过陌生 [00:47.24]但他那时笑的不勉强 也不为任何人才流泪 [00:50.54]他在刚经历过痛苦的母亲的怀抱里安详的入睡 [00:53.73]那是他最幸福的时光 虽然很短暂 [00:56.50]却没人骂他没出息 是傻逼 或者懒蛋 [00:59.48]他在幼儿园从来不羡慕别人会开车接小孩回家 [01:02.71]他爸爸把他举过头顶那画面停刻在夕阳下 [01:05.47]他6岁那年 渐渐开始懂事 [01:08.09]帮爸爸买过烟 也帮妈妈洗过脚 [01:10.99]他开始明白小时候听的格林童话故事 [01:14.00]教会他做人的道理告诉他滴水之恩当涌泉相报 [01:17.74]又过了5年 11岁的他懂得了人生的含义 [01:20.28]这世界告诉他生命里不只有游戏机和玩具 [01:23.72]他的初恋不喜欢他喜欢的流行歌 [01:26.08]但他搞不懂这世界上怎么有那么多为什么 [01:29.06]When my world was crashing all around me all my hope was gone [01:34.67]I was drowning in darkness [01:37.66]barely hanging on [01:40.68]out of the shadows you appeared and helped me breathe again [01:46.54]so when it all goes to black [01:48.16]I won't start to fall Cause I can find you in the shadows [01:56.44] [01:58.50]14岁的他第一次叛逆离开家 [02:00.89]在他最需要帮助的时候 眼里的朋友都离开了 [02:04.30]在午夜的街头他哭着喊着想要去见家人 [02:07.47]他懂了这世界上永远为你敞开的只有家门 [02:10.32]15岁的他奇怪 为什么眼眶会红 [02:13.54]因为他懂得了爱 也懂了什么叫疼 [02:16.56]当别人问他伤害过你的人 你作何感想 [02:19.74]他告诉他那不是伤害 那叫做成长 [02:22.44]16岁他意识到自己肩膀上的重担 [02:25.45]他不只是为自己而活因为有了太多羁绊 [02:28.43]面对家人的要求 也不在是借酒消愁 [02:31.19]而想要努力的达到 [02:32.71]不让谁失望就把机会拿到 [02:34.46]他并不富裕但是不贫穷 虽年轻但是并不平庸 [02:37.48]他有了自己的梦想 并且想法天马行空 [02:40.41]有人告诉他无法去改变命运的编排 [02:43.20]但他不屑一顾说自己是幸运的天才 [02:46.17]When my world was crashing all around me all my hope was gone [02:51.69]I was drowning in darkness [02:54.76]barely hanging on [02:57.68]out of the shadows you appeared and helped me breathe again [03:03.59]so when it all goes to black [03:05.14]I won't start to fall Cause I can find you in the shadows [03:12.62] [03:15.34]当你搭上了这班生命时光列车 [03:18.36]在轮回之前 身边的旅客越来越多 [03:21.51]你的困惑和问题都藏在这节车厢里面 [03:24.27]只有你自己才能够找到真正的问题答案 [03:27.37]这首歌我写给自己 也同样写给你 [03:30.04]你是否也跟我一样有相同或差不多的经历 [03:33.16]我想要告诉我自己奉劝我自己 千万别怕输 [03:36.24]哪怕这世界崩塌 人生太复杂 我也不服输 [03:39.21]那就让暴风雨下吧 像子弹打在我脸上 [03:42.16]让别人继续骂吧 我自己坚持去远航 [03:45.28]让傻逼继续笑吧 我有我自己的梦想 [03:48.24]就算给我时光隧道 重新来过我还是这样 [03:51.00]想把命运抓在手里 不在乎别人骂我是傻逼 [03:54.18]把我压倒又能怎样 只要不死我就能爬起 [03:57.06]要做就做最大让我到达巅峰 [04:00.06]2015张雪飞我活在十八岁的天空 [04:03.22]When my world was crashing all around me all my hope was gone [04:08.72]I was drowning in darkness [04:11.97]barely hanging on [04:14.72]out of the shadows you appeared and helped me breathe again [04:20.61]so when it all goes to black [04:22.34]I won't start to fall Cause I can find you in the shadows [04:31.61]