Through The Day-Young M.A

[00:11.600]Cops is firing, ****** is dying [00:13.659]And for the ones tryna make it out, please keep trying [00:16.402]Cause ****** out here die for no reason, it's killer season [00:19.487]Kids dying, somebody's son, daughter, nephew, and nieces [00:23.065]R.I.P big bro, I swear I miss you man [00:25.443]I wish I was right up there hanging with you man [00:28.253]In the hood there's no hope, them crackers take us for jokes [00:31.231]They laugh at us, when we successful they mad at us [00:33.791]Crack fiends in the hood with bad habits [00:36.337]And cops passing always tryna stop and harass us [00:39.690]Liquor stores on the corner, they tryna line us [00:42.140]Go to white neighborhoods, you hardly find one [00:45.497]It's a cold world, that's why we hold heat [00:48.112]Either your pops in jail, dead, or a deadbeat [00:50.941]We gotta eat by any means necessary [00:53.383]Cause ****** hustle from February to February [00:56.703]And ain't no telling how many ****** in cemeteries [00:59.319]It hurt to see my brother's name on that obituary [01:02.129]They tryna bring us down but **** 'em, we ain't breaking [01:04.802]And for my brother, I promised that ***** that I'ma make it [01:08.210]I'm just tryna make it through the day [01:13.181]And I just wanna get away [01:18.984]So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath [01:25.114]And I'ma drink this bottle 'til it's nothing left [01:30.685]It really hurt me when they killed my brother [01:33.239]He was only 20 when they took his life from him [01:36.165]I was 17, I was happy with a dream [01:38.544]But when he died I realized life ain't really what it seems [01:41.515]It's a cold world, so **** it I'm a cold girl [01:44.515]And I'm screaming **** the whole world [01:46.765]Cause life took that one person that meant most to me [01:49.407]Other half, he was close to me [01:51.845]I want him close to me [01:53.319]Now he a ghost to me [01:55.597]I feel like there's no hope for me [01:57.839]That's why I keep that toast with me [01:59.848]Cock it back and pop a ***** close to me [02:03.022]Cause I don't trust nobody [02:05.091]I think i need some damn help [02:07.269]I can't trust ******, I don't trust my damn self [02:10.275]And that's why my brother dead, because he trust ****** [02:13.081]He ****** around and trusted a **** ***** [02:15.753]I'm just tryna make it through the day [02:21.316]And I just wanna get away [02:27.398]So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath [02:32.879]And I'ma drink this bottle 'til it's nothing left [02:38.066]I'm stressing, anxiety and depression [02:40.722]I carry a lot of anger, a lot of hate and agression [02:43.262]I'm lost, and I'm just tryna find my way home, how [02:46.959]In a world full of people I feel alone after [02:49.511]Almost losing a sister I lost a brother and [02:52.325]Never having a father, only a mother [02:54.858]My sister was one pound and twelve ounces, premature [02:58.189]You heard? one pound, not three or four [03:01.181]But she survived and that's a blessing in disguise [03:03.288]We prayed and we had faith, I guess hope is still alive [03:05.982]And now she's in middle school, you see how time flies? [03:08.803]Just to see her graduate is a feeling I can't describe [03:11.698]She ain't really know her brother, he passed when she was five [03:15.036]She was three when she last saw him alive [03:17.405]And I'm just happy that she ain't gotta ever live with that pain [03:20.317]****, I be ready to cry hearing his name man [03:23.539]I'm just tryna make it through the day [03:29.394]And I just wanna get away [03:34.481]So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath [03:40.608]And I'ma drink this bottle 'til it's nothing left [03:46.615]Dear lord I know I'm sinning but [03:49.189]It's hard to change the way I'm living [03:52.088]I gotta get it, I gotta get it [03:55.189]I gotta get it [03:57.689]I'm just tryna make it through the day [04:03.156]And I just wanna get away [04:08.978]So I'ma inhale until I'm out of breath [04:11.483]And I'ma drink this bottle 'til it's nothing left [04:14.934]Dear lord I know I'm sinning but [04:17.284]It's hard to change the way I'm living [04:20.310]I gotta get it, I gotta get it [04:23.721]Oh I gotta get it