deteriorating (prod. GREAF)-Gizmo/barren

[00:14.84]S*itt, I still miss my fam and my friends [00:17.45]But I swear that most of all I miss my bro lil spence [00:21.04]Whip tha Acura out Tha pad smokin Newport cigarettes [00:24.62]I still think think about those times [00:26.08]Little stress it was the best [00:28.23]But, now I gotta grow up [00:30.92]But I'm still wastin my money on green stuff to roll up [00:35.14]You can eat my ****, if ya don't know us [00:38.42]And I still ain't s*it but I ain't gunna slow up now [00:42.37] [00:43.85]Codiene, high - c, back woods fulla terps [00:46.83]I'm without a place to be [00:50.63]Feels like I'm living in a dream [00:52.40]But I'm missin the feelin of when I had you next to me girl [00:57.00]Naw wait, **** every stupid ***** [00:59.43]That twisted ripped my life ta s*its [01:01.21]That's a pain that Ill never forget [01:03.93]I'm great, I could lie until I'm rich [01:06.43]If you granted me wish [01:08.13]I wouldn't take that s*it cuz [01:10.52] [01:10.75]I never f****d with my life, and there aiint a single thing [01:14.85]That could make it all right [01:18.39]Everyday I'm up all night, with the music in my head [01:21.84]It's the only thing I like [01:25.69]It's so hard to love me [01:28.06]You don't wanna look at me I'm f****n ugly [01:31.65]**** me let me disintegrate [01:34.99]Deep into the soil and deteriorate [01:38.02] [01:52.78]Before I say a word [01:54.04]Please listen close this time [01:55.76]I said this all before [01:57.18]But Ive really lost my mind [02:00.57]I know you're always worried [02:04.11]My fingers looks so blurry [02:07.60]Crossing over to a new world [02:09.77]I love the way you look so lovely [02:14.87]My self worth is so ugly [02:18.11]I am absolutely nothing [02:26.78] [02:27.42]Contradicting thoughts [02:28.88]Read back on the screen [02:30.04]Makes no sense to me [02:32.37]It's all a dream [02:34.59]I can’t be thinking these [02:36.26]Dreadful thoughts about [02:37.73]You and me [02:41.27]I’m living in a void now [02:43.19]Just testing all my patience [02:44.86]With no one to try and say s*it [02:49.86]It's just a statement [02:51.63]That I’m making [02:53.35]Please no mistaking