Left Hollywood-Meek Mill

[00:09.86]I had to get out of Hollywood [00:12.48]Get back to the trenches [00:15.27]They said they need me [00:17.94]Little fish [00:21.23]I used to cop my little reggie [00:23.13]Tryna feed myself [00:24.57]My cousin had that work [00:25.73]But I ain't need no help [00:26.93]Man I was so ****** up [00:28.39]I couldn't believe myself [00:29.62]That's why I be at the jeweler [00:31.23]Tryna freeze myself [00:32.42]'Cause my heart so cold [00:34.13]We ain't got no goals [00:35.22]All these young ******s killin' like [00:36.68]They ain't got no souls [00:37.96]Talkin' grandma's keys [00:39.28]Before I cop my Rolls [00:40.70]It was all so sweet until Dashawn told [00:43.39]Really hurt my heart [00:44.65]Ripped my feelings apart [00:46.04]Out in Philly it's dark [00:47.46]We was really so scarred [00:48.80]But actin' silly so hard [00:50.11]But we just wanted some love [00:51.50]Mama workin', daddy dead [00:53.03]I just wanted a hug [00:54.33]Why you think we spillin' spade [00:55.89]When we go to the club [00:57.00]All my homies think I smoke [00:58.56]We just rollin' it up [00:59.72]I'm stressed out [01:00.51]******s got drugs feel left out [01:02.70]So I went to chasin' them birdies [01:04.41]I went south, ****** it [01:05.77]I went from goin' to school [01:08.07]To towin' them tools and makin' a move [01:10.86]Said I would win, said I would lose, ******t [01:13.98]We're so confused [01:15.02]Hope I don't make the news, oh Lord [01:17.74]We was breakin' the rules [01:18.99]Trappin' to get some food [01:20.41]Risking freedom for jewels [01:21.77]Knowin' that all I need [01:22.86]I'm spending money on jewels [01:24.40]Jeweler like gettin' food [01:25.70]They told us that this was cool [01:27.89]Caught my first case [01:29.81]It was me vs the state [01:31.26]I just wanted some steak [01:32.65]And some food on my plate [01:33.94]Came up from ******t I'm like how can you hate [01:36.66]I'm just tryna be great [01:37.98]I survived with the snakes [01:39.39]Look what they did to Lil Kodak and Gates' [01:42.12]I can't lose faith [01:43.48]I just want ******ne like the stars and my wraith [01:46.29]We go to war in fatigues like it's bape [01:49.12]I don't feel safe, can't sleep without it [01:51.76]Master with them P's [01:53.16]Yeah boy I'm bout it bout it [01:54.49]Brought me to my knees back [01:56.15]When everybody doubted [01:57.30]Can't let my youngins see me fold [01:59.15]I'm too solid [01:59.88]If I stand on it, I'ma stand on it [02:02.39]Put some bags on the scale [02:04.01]Put some grams on it [02:05.23]This the only ******t I knew [02:06.60]I seen my man done it [02:07.77]Tryna be like ******s [02:09.11]That were never there for us [02:10.51]We ain't have no guidance [02:11.83]I went from goin' to school [02:13.50]To towin' them tools and makin' a move [02:16.36]Said I would win, said I would lose, ******t [02:19.44]We're so confused [02:20.51]Hope I don't make the news, oh Lord [02:23.09]We was breakin' the rules [02:24.50]Trappin' to get some food [02:25.86]Risking freedom for jewels [02:27.23]Knowin' that all I need [02:28.33]I'm spending money on jewels [02:29.81]Jeweler like gettin' food [02:31.19]They told us that this was cool [02:33.50]Coppin' scooby ******s out the radar radar [02:36.25]******s puttin' ******s in the graveyard graveyard [02:39.04]Jobs told us beat it like an A&R A&R [02:41.58]So we play with heart [02:42.43]****** it we gon' play it raw (****** it) [02:44.13]Cut the lights, told my momma [02:45.51]They ain't stayin' off (they ain't) [02:46.82]They killed my daddy [02:47.72]And it turned me to a man, dog (they did) [02:49.69]We play with rugers [02:50.42]Play with Glocks, we ain't playin ball [02:52.39]******t we tryna stay alive it's a standoff(for real) [02:55.20]My life for your life (your life) [02:57.21]Go to war like we got like four lives [02:59.58]Talkin' before like, all this lil' rap ******t [03:02.17]Where I'm from if you turn eighteen [03:03.89]Then that's More Life [03:05.02]For real ****** [03:09.91]When you have no voice [03:12.13]Ain't nobody hear us [03:13.02]So we ain't have no choice [03:17.12]I went from goin' to school [03:18.96]To towin' them tools and makin' a move [03:21.93]Said I would win, said I would lose, ******t [03:24.80]We're so confused [03:25.91]Hope I don't make the news, oh Lord [03:28.59]We was breakin' the rules [03:30.05]Trappin' to get some food [03:31.35]Risking freedom for jewels [03:32.74]Knowin' that all I need [03:33.68]I'm spending money on jewels [03:35.33]Jeweler like gettin' food [03:36.62]They told us that this was cool