demons in my orbit-Guardin

[00:00.11]They keep telling me to love myself
他们总是不断告诉我 好好爱自己 [00:04.98]How the **** do you love yourself
那你又是怎么爱自己的 [00:07.67]You don't, you don't even know
不 你甚至都不知道 [00:09.55]Who the **** you are anymore?
你清楚你自己究竟是如何一个人 [00:13.42]Like you feel like you're reaching your breaking point
现在感到 这世界他**破碎不堪 人也濒临崩溃 [00:16.02]Every ******* day and it's just...
操蛋的日子 天天令人恶心 厌倦 [00:20.03]It's hard, man
艰难 你懂吗 [00:21.79]They don't wanna talk
人们并不愿意推心置腹 [00:22.96]They don't wanna feel
不愿意去感受 接纳另一个人沉在心底惶恐的破碎 [00:24.17]The voices in my head saying
脑海里有一个声音不断 不 断对我说 [00:25.84]I don't think I'm real
我根本就是不存在的 [00:27.02]They don't wanna talk
他们不愿和我交谈 [00:28.56]They don't wanna feel
人与人的悲欢是不相通的 [00:29.80]The voices in my head saying
一个声音不断冲击着我的大脑 [00:31.06]I don't think I'm
我认为我不····· [00:32.11]They don't wanna talk
人们并不愿意推心置腹 [00:33.80]They don't wanna feel
人与人的悲欢是不相通的 [00:35.12]The voices in my head saying
脑海里有一个声音不断 不 断对我说 [00:36.51]I don't think I'm real
我根本就是不存在的 [00:37.79]I don't think I'm real
我不是真实的 [00:39.11]I don't think I'm real
我是被虚构出来的 [00:40.46]I don't think I'm real
我活在任何人世界之外 [00:41.73]I don't think I'm
我想···· [00:43.09]I don't know where my heads been at
惶惶不可终日 该朝哪走 我迷失了 [00:44.60]And I've been feeling like a nuisance just because of that
就因如此 我真觉得我是个没用又讨厌的人 [00:47.16]It's like a headache but the funny thing about it's that
就像头痛一样 这种想法不断来袭 又不断在痛苦中 越堕落越快乐 [00:50.14]The pain won't go away till my brain go splat
痛苦不会消散的 直到我的大脑 彻底崩溃四散 [00:52.90]And I've been trying to decode myself, figure my shit out
这么多年我都在尝试解剖 分析 理解自我 找出我执着的答案 [00:56.06]Get a better grip and spark the spliff that's in my mouth
握紧曾以为真实的虚拟 点燃嘴里 叼起的一根又一根烟 [00:58.71]I can't cope without the **** and time's just runnin' out
没这东西 我应付不了我的生活 时间就在那昏乱的烟雾中流逝 [01:01.26]Losin' my patience, I'm vacant, a hollow body now
我大把大把失去着我的耐心 身体如宇宙中的黑洞 孤立 不见任何丰盈之处 [01:03.77]I'm finding other ways to try to cope with all the pain
我找到一种方式 尝试与我的痛苦和解 [01:06.53]And if I'm being honest with you, baby I am not okay
说点实话吧 我真的感觉不是很好 [01:09.08]The ******* voice inside my head is driving me insane
脑海中避不开的声音 一直驱使我理智 [01:11.39]And silence kills me, lately it just hasn't been the same
但周围的沉默杀死了我 最近一段时间 几乎一切都不一样了 [01:14.29]Lost in my head, lost in my mind
我迷失在情绪之中 我逃不出我的煎熬 [01:16.93]Telling myself that I'll be just fine
我告诉我自己 都会好的 没关系 [01:19.55]Nothing's okay, nothing's alright
没事没事 [01:22.30]Smoking all day, crying all night
整天整天抽烟 整夜整夜哭 [01:25.22]And what the **** you expect from the kid
你对我他**很有期待吗 呵呵 [01:27.46]I got demons in my orbit that I'm tryin' to rid
恶魔隐匿在我的身体里 我试着赶除它 [01:30.11]Of all the shit that I deal with, I act on a whim
所有 所有的问题 我决定去处理时 都是一时兴起 [01:32.76]I'm like a fish outta water trying to swim
就像一条出了水面 还想努力摆动的鱼 [01:35.27]Bedroom dweller, I'm feelin' so ******* stellar
卧室里 产幻 如此精彩有趣 呵呵 [01:38.17]When I empty my clip into the chest of the teller
抽完 爽到就像躺在银行的金柜里 [01:40.71]Killed the man inside of me that's been lane switchin' better
杀死存在身体里的那个我 这样会更好过 [01:43.36]Grab the 9, grip the trigger, this my suicide letter
拿起手枪 扣动扳机 这是我最后留下的信 [01:51.11]They don't wanna talk
人们并不愿意推心置腹 [01:52.53]They don't wanna feel
不愿意去感受 接纳另一个人沉在心底惶恐的破碎 [01:53.65]The voices in my head saying
脑海里有一个声音不断 不 断对我说 [01:55.20]I don't think I'm real
我根本就是不存在的 [01:56.52]They don't wanna talk
没人救我 [01:57.84]They don't wanna feel
人与人的悲欢是不相通的 [01:59.11]The voices in my head saying
一个声音不断冲击着我的大脑 [02:00.53]I don't think I'm
- [02:01.91]They don't wanna talk
他们不愿和我交谈 [02:03.20]They don't wanna feel
人与人的悲欢是不相通的 [02:04.42]The voices in my head saying
脑海里充斥着一个声音 [02:05.89]I don't think I'm real
我是被虚构出来的 [02:07.11]I don't think I'm real
我根本就是不存在的 [02:08.38]I don't think I'm real
我不是真实的 [02:09.80]I don't think I'm real
我活在任何人世界之外 [02:11.18]I don't think I'm
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