Purgatory-Bobby Raps

[00:00.000] 作词 : Robert John Richardson [00:01.000] 作曲 : Robert John Richardson [00:50.42]Life beyond the world [00:57.63]Escape past the stars [01:04.96]To reclaim what was there [01:10.63]N' it's dedicated [01:12.43]It's dedicated [01:19.54]Now I'm snatching pills out of his hand [01:26.83]Now I can never talk to him again [01:33.72]But I can still see that body on the bed [01:41.35]Only thing I can do now is keep it in my head [01:45.89]Is there heaven for an addict [01:48.44]Or is it just the feeling that they chase but [01:50.29]Could never capture [01:52.94]I see the devil hidden in these capsules [01:55.41]They be hiding in plain sight and suffering but [01:58.26]Acting natural [01:59.60]Heading down the path of self destruction [02:01.71]But I could not follow [02:03.42]Now I'm shadow boxing with my conscious [02:05.48]While my soul gets swallowed [02:07.94]Had a hard time letting go [02:10.07]But I can't worry about the things I can't control [02:13.82]No [02:14.23]Led this life it wasn't noble [02:16.08]Only hope is to stay hopeful [02:17.96]Destined for more than this existence [02:19.66]Put him on my neck I won't forget him [02:21.81]It was over in an instant [02:23.58]What could I have done different [02:25.53]Granny passed a week before he died [02:27.26]Family thought I couldn't even cry [02:29.15]After funeral can't even lie [02:31.09]Sobbing tears asking reasons why [02:32.95]Never see his face again [02:34.25]The darkest demons find the purest souls to place to rest [02:37.12]Catholic service left my nerves distorted [02:38.83]Already gone but I can't help but worry [02:40.65]Is he leaving in eternal glory [02:42.37]Or forever floating stuck in purgatory [02:48.76]Now I'm snatching pills out of his hand [02:56.25]Now I can never talk to him again [03:02.94]I can still see that body on the bed [03:10.66]Only thing I can do now is keep it in my head