Lullaby-Belly

[00:00.00]Every time I die a little more inside [00:00.000] 作曲 : A. Balshe/M. Samuels/K. Lewis/B. Kolatalo/B. Kruger [00:12.34]1da told me to speak on it [00:13.73]I'mma speak on it. **** it [00:19.44]Mumble rap man [00:21.46]Mumble rap right? [00:24.54]That's what we doin'? [00:25.43]Yeah [00:26.79]Alright [00:27.39]Wonder if God heard me pray [00:28.75]When I was trying to repent [00:29.99]If he didn't [00:30.85]I know he heard my mother cry over rent [00:32.82]Then you wonder [00:33.80]Why the mood inside this room is so tense [00:35.55]No offense [00:36.45]But I don't really got nowhere to go vent [00:38.31]Oh yeah success is like a drug [00:39.91]And I been high on the scent [00:41.24]Feel like I wasted all the money [00:42.66]And the time that I spent [00:44.01]Maybe the tears inside my eyes [00:45.50]Had me blind with revenge [00:46.80]I told her even if we crash [00:48.35]I'mma ride till the end [00:49.65]There I go lying again [00:51.22]Don't know why I pretend [00:52.41]Hold up [00:53.36]Let me try this again [00:55.08]Lord you know I never open up [00:56.77]Abusing drugs never thinking I was **** enough [00:59.81]She's over me when I'm the one that [01:01.63]She's supposed to love [01:02.64]At least my heart broke enough for the both of us [01:05.52]They told me play your part (play your part) [01:07.88]Boy we different, you smart [01:09.19]Let her lay in your bed [01:10.29]Don't ever let a ***** in your heart [01:11.88]Still around the same ones that [01:13.41]I was with from the start [01:14.69]Though the distance got us drifting apart [01:16.64]Felt betrayed [01:17.70]Swear to God till this day man this **** hit my heart [01:20.17]Wanted to shine so bad that I got left in the dark [01:22.87]Still love you [01:23.99]Can't help but see that kid in the park [01:25.83]Runnin' 'round the town [01:27.05]Looking for some **** we can start [01:28.64]Any issues I was right there with it (I was) [01:31.20]I bought my dream house [01:32.35]But I been having nightmares in it [01:34.33]The game ugly [01:35.79]Just tell me why you can't love me (why?) [01:37.96]Or why the **** you're ashamed of me [01:39.38]You can't judge me [01:40.46]That's why I stay numb [01:42.44]And the smartest thing I ever did was play dumb (Uh) [01:45.98]Staying up nights till my day comes [01:48.04]Old memories had me wishin' that we stayed young [01:50.84]I'm a mess thinkin' less so I'm saying more [01:54.33]I talk to God about you so I'm praying more [01:57.06]That's why I smoke a hundred blunts straight [02:00.04]Pops left, moms cried for a month straight [02:02.75]Used to cry too, but I would never show her [02:05.72]Superwoman feel blessed if you ever know her [02:08.28]Look at all this **** that we made it through [02:11.04]They bugged the house and they raid it too [02:13.90]If that ain't ironic I'm a crazy fool [02:16.87]Play it cool, baby, play it cool [02:18.85]They don't acknowledge my accomplishments [02:20.84]My opp was just a optimist [02:22.05]I'm copping **** [02:22.85]But still I'm not convinced that this is opulence [02:24.84]I can probably **** Pocahontas right out her Moccasins [02:27.68]Killing everything that [02:28.80]I'm authoring like the offering [02:30.38]Ten stitches with my limbs twitching [02:32.72]You ever went through withdrawals till ya skin itches? [02:35.61]Huh [02:37.12]Screaming **** what you think [02:38.53]Tears falling while I write it down, smudging the ink [02:41.25]Please pour out a couple of drinks [02:44.20]Sometimes I wish that I was up there with Chinx [02:47.15]You wouldn't even care if I ever died [02:50.42]So I wrote this for the tears that you'll never cry [02:53.47]Lullaby