Tiny Angel-360

[00:00.00] 作词 : Matt Colwell/Jon Reichardt [00:01.00] 作曲 : Matt Colwell/Jon Reichardt [00:03.67]So this story, is about a really close friend of mine [00:10.01]I love you, brother [00:12.47]My mates talk **** about their wives, but I love mine [00:15.13]Yeah we fight sometimes, but ain't that just life? [00:18.32]She’s been pregnant now for some time, it took us years [00:21.12]And enough tries, I thought it wouldn’t happen from my young life [00:23.92]From the drunk times, or when I tried drugs twice [00:26.82]I thought downstairs had gone and messed it up, right [00:29.36] [00:29.91]The doctor told me that I need to stop stressin’ [00:31.92]The only thing that’s working against us is just time [00:35.06]That was true, two months by [00:37.71]My wife called me up while I was workin' at the pub, right [00:40.65]She told me I was gonna be a daddy [00:42.71]We both broke down, she said there’s something that I done right [00:45.90]I called my mother, told her I was gonna be a father [00:48.80]Mum cried, so did I, I was tongue-tied [00:51.54] [00:52.34]I can't explain this feelin' but I love life [00:54.39]I’ve never had a purpose and this had just become mine [00:57.00]To create this little person that’s fun size [00:59.99]A little bit of her, and a little bit of me [01:02.29]But I pray he gets his mum’s eyes [01:04.09]I say he ‘cause I’ve always wanted a son, right [01:06.68]The ultrasound said it's a boy, my little ray of sunshine [01:10.93]It dawned on me, I can’t wait to see my son rise [01:13.78]You know what they say about time though? It does fly [01:16.39]Fast forward nine months and suddenly it’s crunch time [01:19.18]It's been a few days of goin’ through contractions [01:21.53]Gotta stopwatch timin' every moment that it happens [01:24.61]We reached five minutes so it’s hospital time [01:26.85]I call ahead to see the doctors arrive, my wife’s laughin' [01:29.74] [01:30.00]Now I properly drive like the cops are behind [01:32.20]But there was barely any traffic so we got there in time [01:34.94]I’m a little scared, but she ain’t got a worry in sight [01:37.65]She’s a warrior, exactly what you want in a wife [01:40.41]It’s been several days of epic pain, every day she wakes up [01:43.46]Finally she's comin’ to that second stage of labour [01:46.07]I sit next to her, squeeze on her hand [01:48.66]Put a sponge up on her head and say, "Breathe if you can [01:51.56]I love you so much, baby, you’re so strong [01:54.31] [01:54.61]I could never do this but you so easily can" [01:56.95]She said the pain is insane like her abdomen’s ruptured [01:59.86]Like someone’s got a knife, and they’re stabbin’ her stomach [02:02.71]She’s like "We have to do somethin'," the nurse said, "It’s natural [02:05.75]Relax, it's just a sign that it’s actually coming" [02:07.75]She’s like "No, it’s too much, it’s too hard to get out" [02:10.50]I’m sayin’ any words I think’ll help at calmin’ her down [02:13.40]Doctor’s like, "You’re nearly through the worst part of it now" [02:16.38]Take a look and see my little king is startin’ to crown [02:18.84]They all tellin’ her to push, and she’s screamin’ [02:22.14]She’s saying that it hurts, I tell her to keep breathin’ [02:24.93]It’s like ‘push’ is the only word that they’ve said now [02:27.79]Then I’m shocked by the massive scream she lets out [02:30.04] [02:30.50]The doctor’s like "Yes, now the head’s out" [02:33.19]And then I watch as he quickly pullin' the rest out [02:35.78]It’s so amazin’ to see my son in the flesh [02:38.18]I can’t help but notice he hasn't taken a breath, now [02:41.27]They put a little plastic thing in his mouth [02:43.51]While the doctor’s two fingers are slightly pumpin’ his chest down [02:46.87]I start panicking, something’s gone wrong [02:49.67]They push me to the side, I can barely see what’s goin’ on [02:52.42]He’s not breathin’, they need to resuscitate him [02:54.92]He’s suffocating, I see that it’s something major, I feel [02:58.01]So helpless, I wish I could come and save him [03:00.85]I pray that my son’ll make it, it’s taking ‘em ******’ ages [03:02.96] [03:03.36]Everyone’s in shock, I’m just listenin’ in [03:05.30]Holdin’ my breath, wishin’ I could give it to him, **** [03:08.66]At twenty minutes, now they’re stoppin’ [03:11.35]They turn around, they say, "We’ve lost him" [03:15.25]I’m in shock, I can’t talk [03:17.94]I’m starin’ at the ground, I can’t walk [03:20.18]They hand him to us, can’t believe the size of him [03:22.68]The most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen but there’s no life in him [03:25.75]My wife’s cryin’ like, "Why aren’t they reviving him?" [03:28.05]I said, "They tried for twenty minutes" she’s like, "Try again" [03:30.74]Now I’m feelin’ like I’m stuck in hell [03:33.03]This is the worst pain I’ve ******’ felt [03:35.17]I’ve been ten years clean [03:37.40]But now I’m drunk and on the drugs as well [03:39.55]I’m doin’ anything to numb myself, but nothin’ helps [03:42.85]I believed in God, for that I feel dumb as hell [03:45.45]Can someone please tell God to go and **** himself? [03:49.07] [03:49.27]I’m sorry, yo, it’s hard to be faithful [03:51.32]It's painful, heaven must be runnin’ out of angels [03:53.46]He died from asphyxiation, no air in his lungs [03:55.96]A parent should never have to bury their son [03:58.41]Especially one that’s so precious it has barely begun [04:01.45]That’s one thing in life that should never be done [04:04.26]I prayed for a son, and they blessed me with one [04:06.95]My biggest gift, now his presence is up [04:09.69]And I’m crying at the thought, he won’t ever feel a hug [04:12.54]Or the tenderness of love that he’d be gettin’ from his mum [04:15.08]Sent him from above, but why take him? [04:18.07]It’s like I'm being punished for the negative I’ve done [04:20.62]And it’s killin’ me that Christmas time is barely in a month [04:23.67]So I’m doin’ what I have to do to spend it with my son [04:30.72](No) [04:31.31] [04:35.66]Where did you go? [04:38.46]Are you alone? [04:41.11]How did you get there? [04:44.00]I need you at home [04:46.55]Where did you go? [04:48.74]Are you alone? [04:51.60]How did you get there? [04:54.94]I need you at home [04:57.39]I need you at home