What's With Yxu?-SCARLXRD

[00:13.39]I just stopped the longest thread from 'bout to snapping, aye [00:17.71]Counting all these cheques, I get it's total madness, yah [00:21.09]All you niggas pressing just to feed on silence, yah [00:24.35]My money's so long, it's got a nigga laughing, hahaha [00:27.98]Only speaking our true shit, white lines are clueless [00:30.81]My raps are like full clips, spray shit to make ruins [00:34.21][?] like a new kid, this my scene and I rule it [00:37.67]Cut you open, leave bruises, I rap better than you b***h [00:41.38]You ****ing all wish you could be me [00:42.27]You're wearing a mask but you'll wipe out, believe me [00:44.01]You're going so broke I can see it, I'm feeling [00:45.93]My [?] to my [?] beginning [00:47.42]I pull up and [?] with that Hu' on my wrists [00:48.99]I'm still sipping on gin with the lime in that b***h [00:51.15]Yeah I [?] [00:52.70]I keep racks in my Louis V. bags ever since [00:55.06]I don't care about you b*****s' lame games [00:58.44]The first time I heard shots go off was ****ing traps (****ing traps) [01:02.33]Come look in my eyes and you'll see ****ed up (****ed up) [01:05.51]Ask me why I changed and I'll just spill the truth [01:08.86][?] [01:09.85]I'm still crawling on my knees [01:11.27]Still, I'm grinning on my teeth [01:12.90]I still find it hard to breathe [01:14.78]With the things that I speak [01:16.42]Man, my scars are ****ing deep [01:17.83]Don't care if people don't believe [01:19.82]Keep pushing me and then we'll see [01:21.56]You say you be watching the things that I'm doing [01:23.15]I'm losing, I'm 'bout to go crazy, I'll prove it [01:25.28][?] [01:27.31][?] because I was sick of the bullshit [01:28.73]You think you can relate? [01:30.76]'Cause I've been sleeping late? [01:32.56]I've got one request [01:34.05]You need to die [01:35.62]Most the things I hear will probably make you p***ies vomit [01:38.79]No-one even knows you really, I don't care for shit they comment [01:42.21]M-M-My heart is made of stone and I'm counting all my profit [01:45.65]I crucified a b***h when he's finally being honest [01:49.27]I absorb the hate, I love that energy [01:53.21]I still cut my ****ing wrists, I love to see myself bleed [01:56.43]****ers want me dead, I'm just sitting here in disbelief [01:59.35]Go on, slice my neck, just put me out my ****ing misery [02:03.61]Counting all these racks like I'm a lege' or something, yah [02:07.38]I don't waste my time on girls, I can't do loving, yah [02:10.79]Sipping on this vodka like I'm ****ing Russian, hey [02:14.27]She asked what I loved about her, I said "Nothing" [02:17.51]No fear, I'm colder [02:18.91]Hate myself and I'm older [02:20.45]I'm not trying to be a poser [02:22.13]I'm just trying to stay sober [02:23.88]**** friends, I'm a loner [02:25.48]Lone heart, I'm a soldier [02:27.31]Long live like The Joker [02:28.93]With comedowns I hang over [02:30.85]I have seen some stuff [02:31.58]That I can't be asked to explain [02:33.76]I still can't do business [02:34.90]With my mouth on the 12 gauge [02:37.75]Me and all my haters, yah [02:39.21]We're all on the same page [02:40.63]You say that you hate me [02:42.32]Whatev' b***h, I feel the same way [02:44.19]I look down on my idols [02:46.08]Only question recycled [02:47.93]Likewise suicidal [02:49.60]I'm my own biggest rival [02:51.40]They say that I've changed and I think they're right [02:54.24]I played being insecure my whole ****ing life