I'm probably dead inside-Credit

[00:00.00] 作词 : credit [00:00.91] 作曲 : credit [00:01.83]编曲：John Savage [00:03.58]混音：kwanchen [00:05.09]（电影采样） [00:05.73]The world has just become...so inhuman（这个世界变的...太没有人性了 [00:15.32]I can't talk to them. I fight them. I wanna destroy them even. （我不能跟他们交流. 我跟他们争执. 我甚至还想摧毁他们.) [00:23.79]I'm，I'm so fxxking lonely...（我...我真的好孤独..) [00:26.54]I'm probably dead inside. [00:28.87]Turn off the light I try to kill myself at night [00:32.27]Plz Don't tell me I'll be Fine [00:34.38]The life is full of lies [00:36.34]Pull this fxxking trigger I'll count it one to five. [00:39.40]I can feel the pain from my dead inside [00:42.11]I keep smelling the stink form my dead inside [00:45.32]I feel the hopes are keep Disappearing In my sight [00:48.88]There's no light. There's nothing much In my life [00:52.49]总是拼尽全力可我什么都做不好 [00:55.25]没渴望你能理解因为连我自己都受不了 [00:58.51]人心的寒冷无法控制 他就快要把我冻死 [01:02.01]你肯定不愿意跟我这种人同生或共死 [01:05.72]最后一丝阳光在三年前七月逝去 [01:08.58]期待自己的抑郁症终会在三千零一夜治愈 [01:12.30]希望你能听到我 说这首歌我听到过 [01:15.51]希望你别像我一样最后锁上了心跳锁 [01:18.82]每天傍晚 醒来的总是异常果敢 [01:21.72]也许是庆幸自己没有成功的死在昨晚 [01:25.39]睡觉总不嫌晚 用灵感把空虚填满 [01:28.50]强撑自己活下去的理由竟会如此婉转 [01:31.91]Exactly babe that is what they called reality [01:35.27]I was begging everyday that somebody could talk to me [01:38.48]Also begged to Jesus that maybe he could wait for me [01:41.89]I'm sick of it cuz No one was fxxking answer me [01:45.20]I'm afraid of death. but that was the only way. [01:48.36]I'm OK. For dat. If that will be my only fate [01:51.72]魂被 纯粹 的沮丧强行给带走 [01:54.93]无谓 的人情味 我关上房门往外走 [01:58.23]愤怒的魔鬼 河边升起了 熊熊的炽焰 [02:00.84]我想问问他到底错的是我还是这个世界 [02:04.66]双膝落地 向内心的纯洁和善良致歉 [02:07.86]已成过去 任由回忆梦境对现实肆虐 [02:11.32]我再也不想看到太阳升起 [02:13.48]风雨 交加不想看到希望再次被我撑起 [02:17.39]任由这恐惧 死亡和仇恨 [02:19.80]犹如这刀刃 一般的划破我疮痍不堪的身体 [02:24.61]面对你男性朋友我越来越没礼貌 [02:27.62]因为我嫉妒你慵懒地躺在他怀里笑 [02:31.13]都不要 都无效 所有关于你都除掉 [02:34.44]拜托给苟延残喘的我一个机会胡闹 [02:37.70]用括弧号 告诉你们我的心已死 [02:40.61]死掉的花也不用再匆忙地换新瓶子 [02:43.92]狗狗也取了新名字 公园也建了新亭子 [02:47.22]去年买的闹钟也因为没电已经停止 [02:50.74]I think i will be dead when I turn to twenty five [02:54.04]I ain't got no time to say goodbye [02:58.76]Cuz I'm dead inside [03:02.02]Cuz I'm dead inside [03:05.23]I'm probably dead inside [03:06.84]Turn off the light I try to kill myself at night [03:10.04]Plz Don't tell me I'll be Fine [03:11.87]The life is full of lies [03:13.97]Pull this fxxking trigger I'll count it one to five. [03:17.38]I can feel the pain from my dead inside [03:19.74]I keep smelling the stink form my dead inside [03:23.09]I feel the hopes are keep Disappearing In my sight [03:26.66]There's no light. There's nothing much In my life [03:31.82]I'm probably dead inside