Sorry-Zion

[00:00.30]Sorry - Zion I [00:05.49]Sometimes it's hard to say I'm sorry yo [00:09.71] [00:15.62]yo, eh, [00:16.84]my raps written in a whirlwind, [00:18.52]so if my tail spin [00:20.07]just point at me [00:21.13]and ill begin where the twirl ends [00:23.01]its difficult to open up, [00:24.67]wounds that never shut [00:25.83]and watch it bleed while [00:27.16]these rap critics eat it up [00:28.67]but such is destiny, [00:29.76]a limit of choice [00:30.88]I'm the coppertone chiller, [00:32.64]with the little kid voice [00:33.83]used to never talk, [00:34.88]thoughts too deep, [00:35.81]they're philosophical [00:36.84]to drop interpretations, [00:37.87]quite logical [00:38.75]systematic pressure, [00:40.15]I ingest and write my letters [00:42.50]the misery, visibly, [00:44.00]breaking me, physically [00:45.55]I walk around half-smiles, [00:47.19]hiding pain deep, [00:48.40]knowing that I ain't feelin [00:49.63]right and it's hard to sleep [00:51.38]subconsciously worry about [00:52.78]my mom and poppa [00:53.72]she want another life [00:54.92]where she marry her a doctor [00:56.93]and after all these years it's just tears [00:59.26]she wanted something more, [01:00.49]but it's hard to ****ft the gears [01:02.19]pops stressin out, [01:03.14]didn't know he did nuttin wrong [01:04.85]apologetic, say your sorry [01:06.38]but the hurt has been done [01:07.80]same old song, [01:08.67]but I don't understand the melody [01:10.69]treated like a criminal, [01:12.19]third strike felony [01:13.68]it's hard as **** [01:14.92]when you see your pop cry [01:16.31]lookin deep into my face [01:17.54]never blinkin an eye [01:18.70]say your sorry [01:19.90] [01:25.08]sorry, didn't mean to hurt nobody [01:27.62]sorry, never knew I was hurtin you [01:30.43]I'm sorry [01:31.30] [01:34.67]yo this is for the ladies that I did wrong, [01:38.21]it's sort of crazy [01:39.01]that I would write these [01:40.08]words up in a song, [01:41.02]hopin maybe [01:41.76]to get some closure, [01:42.93]relation****p's already over [01:44.53]I'm healthy and I'm sober, [01:46.28]no brownies made of doja [01:47.53]born in october, [01:48.45]I'm a libra in my placement [01:50.32]the qualities of my sign, [01:51.64]they leave me here adjacent [01:53.19]to romance, I can't say i've been faithul [01:55.63]i've cheated many times, [01:57.17]for experience I'm grateful [01:58.04] [01:58.89]even, bleak and honest, [02:00.11]posturin like a madonnas [02:01.32]while kissin on your neck, [02:02.89]pullin deeper ********** [02:04.40]manipulatin, you was giving, [02:06.40]I was taking [02:07.29]my girl weve been forsaken, [02:08.59]like muslims eating bacon [02:09.90]it's kinda squalor, [02:11.13]I dont know what else to call it [02:12.84]you opened up your heart [02:14.13]and I had to go and spoil it [02:15.80]this is for the sisters [02:17.19]who I really got deep [02:18.42]nicky, jackie, queen afuya, Big T [02:21.26]all due respect cause we met for a purpose [02:24.17]I hope you ain't ashamed [02:25.40]cause the time wasn't worthless [02:26.98]I'm sorry [02:27.83] [02:32.65]sorry, didn't mean to hurt nobody [02:35.34]sorry, never knew I was hurtin you [02:38.15]I'm sorry [02:39.25] [02:43.63]to all my homies gettin my back, [02:45.85]I'm never lonely [02:46.80]if I ever dis, raised a fist, [02:48.91]I was only [02:49.70]caught up in the moment, [02:51.03]thought you was my opponent [02:52.37]I saw myself in you for a minute, [02:54.53]and I wanted [02:55.35]to fight me, [02:56.23]likely I was mad at self [02:58.44]sometimes it's easier [02:59.44]to blame someone else [03:00.66]without ya'll couldn't stand [03:01.96]the constant demands of livin' rap life [03:04.79]It's only right that we band together [03:06.80]against the restless tides of oppression [03:09.29]I'm firin rhymes like smith and wessun [03:11.52]progression is made with a simple step, [03:13.90]even jesus wept [03:14.91]I'm lettin' ya know too long, [03:16.81]these feelings kept [03:17.80]inside of my mind, true friends hard to find [03:20.58]now that I let it out, [03:21.94]we gotta ****ne cousin I'm so sorry