Shattered-Currents

[00:00.00]The only thing I want is peace, but all I feel is ashamed [00:00.000] 作曲 : Duane Cronkite/Jeff Brown/Brian Willie/Chris Wiseman/Ryan Castaldi [00:03.22]I've got these sick, sad thoughts and all they do is replay [00:06.53]There's no way this is who I'm meant to be [00:09.59]I want my mind to be released, I want my demons abandoned [00:25.17]They always said it was a shame; [00:27.25]I'd watch my body rot any given day of the week [00:31.36]My soul has finally lost any shot of feeling fine again [00:35.35]I see nothing the same, the dark's here to stay [00:39.13]But I'm no more a victim than anyone who feels like me [00:43.18]Don't I deserve peace? [00:45.03]It's goddamn hard when you think, It never mattered if you'd wake up alive [00:48.22]I often wish I could erase my mind [00:51.55]No more a puppet to all this pain; [00:55.70]So close to finally feeling serenity [00:58.36]I shouldn't be on this leash [01:00.01]I will be free, I will decide my own fate [01:05.62]I feel the cold wind on my back, the shackles have been released. Let me out into the world [01:15.24]'Cause all I ever want is to be free [01:18.42]I hear the sky calling out my name [01:21.70]You may be you, but I'm not me [01:25.14]Let me out into the world, deliberately [01:41.90]They always said it was a shame. Why can't you just get over it? [01:46.13]It doesn't work that way, this is a sickness [01:49.51]No more preventable than death, I was made like this [01:52.86]Tear out my eyes cause there's nothing to see [01:55.78]I find myself in my head more often than I'm out [01:59.04]This is a sickness [02:00.79]This is a sickness [02:02.53]The thought of joy just hurts me more [02:04.42]And every move feels like a chore [02:06.35]But that's not me, I want release [02:09.79]They say the pain is temporary [02:13.58]They say the feeling isn't bound to last [02:16.41]We cling to light but often find it submits to dark [02:20.12]Dead from the start, I was dead from the ****ing start [02:24.15]Maybe I know that I'm not perfect [02:26.44]But I know I don't deserve this prison [02:29.67]That's just who I am [02:32.37]And I can never lose hold, never lose hold again [02:48.45]For once, I'd love to smile [02:53.95]And for once to finally mean it, I don't want to have to lie [03:01.28]It's always looming, it's always there [03:04.63]Always growing ever present in my nightmares [03:08.17]It's always looming, another year [03:11.16]Cutting through me, it's gone or I disappear [03:14.48]It's not fair to have to live this way [03:16.87]I see people shrug it off, but it consumes and corrupts me [03:20.46]I'm ****ing begging on my hands and knees [03:23.55]I should be long released, why would you keep that from me? [03:28.08]I feel the cold wind on my back, the shackles have been released. Let me out into the world [03:37.62]'Cause all I ever want is to be free [03:40.88]I hear the sky calling out my name [03:43.96]You may be you, but I'm not me [03:47.25]Let me out into the world, deliberately [03:53.22]I feel the cold wind on my back, the shackles have been released. Let me out into the world [04:03.20]'Cause all I ever want is to be free [04:06.14]I never wanted to live like this [04:09.62]Separated from all the rest, but that's just who I am and I can [04:15.04]Never lose hold, never lose hold again