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[00:01.21]Right, right, right, right
嗯 [00:11.59]Something's got a hold on me (right)
一些事情萦绕着我的心 [00:15.77]Right, right,
对 [00:19.91]Sometimes I think pain is just a lack of understanding
有时我认为 痛苦只是源于我们的不理解 [00:24.40]If we could only understand it all,
如果我们能互相理解 [00:27.36]Would we feel no pain? (Would we feel no pain?)
那么会不再痛苦么 [00:30.49]Would we feel no pain?
不再痛苦么 [00:31.77]God must feel no pain
上帝一定不会有苦痛 [00:33.62]Something's got a hold on me
这些事情挥之不去啊 [00:38.29]Only joy
（上帝）只有快乐 [00:41.19]Does this mean even our suffering pleases him?
难道我们的痛苦能带给他快乐么 [00:45.21]Lost in a cloud of *********
迷失在叶子的烟雾里（飞叶后回忆往事的） [00:47.03]Young Carolina nigga, fish out of water
一个年轻的北卡罗纳州的黑哥，于周遭格格不入（指黑白混血的出身） [00:49.37]Step-daddy just had a daughter with another woman
继父刚和另外一个女人生了个女儿 [00:52.23]Mama ain't recover yet
妈妈的伤口还没好（父亲在他小时候就抛家弃子 在《Love Yourz》里有Does all the pain he brought still linger in your mind） [00:53.31]Callin' me at 12 at night
在凌晨12点打电话给我 [00:55.20]She drunk as **** and I'm upset
我很沮丧，因为她烂醉如泥 [00:56.46]'Cause why she always using me for crutch?
因为她总是要我当她的拐杖（指扶她回去） [00:58.32]Growin' up I used to always see her up
我成长，在每天看着她醒来的时光中 [01:00.35]Late as ****, cigarette smoke
在每天她彻夜难眠，吞云吐雾的时光中 [01:02.02]And greatest hits from Marvin Gaye
那是Marvin Gaye最火的时候（马文盖伊，美国70年代最有影响力的黑人巨星） [01:03.49]She kill a whole bottle of some cheap chardonnay
她终日酗酒 [01:06.03]I gotta leave this house
我当时想要离家出走 [01:07.18]'Cause part of me dies when I see her like this
因为看着她这样，我心如死灰 [01:09.42]Too young to deal with pain
当时我太年轻，无法应对这些伤痛 [01:10.66]I'd rather run the streets than see her kill herself
我宁愿在街上狂奔，也不愿意看着她这样摧残自己 [01:12.75]So 'Ville became my escape from a feelin' I hate
ville就成了我逃离这样痛苦的避所（vill 指Fayetteville，cole的家乡） [01:15.74]Mama cursing me out
尽管妈妈整天咒骂我，把我赶出家门 [01:16.92]Depression's such a villainous state
一直沉沦于这种状态 [01:18.62]I used to stay out later on purpose
我也曾故意地夜不归宿 [01:20.88]Subconsciously I was nervous that
潜意识里 我怕回来得早 [01:22.38]If I came home early
我会变得焦躁不安 [01:23.44]Then what would surface was her inner demons
会撞见她又变得那模样 [01:25.94]And then I'd have to end up seein' my hero on ground zero
会眼睁睁看着我的英雄（妈妈）就这样死去 [01:29.12]Tears flow where Al Green blow
AI Green唱着《love and happiness》 [01:30.67]Love and happiness
我泪如雨下 [01:31.78]I wish that I could say the right words to cheer her up
我希望我能用正确的言辞让她振作起来 [01:34.28]I wish her son's love was enough
我希望她儿子对她爱能弥补的伤口 [01:36.02]I tell her, "Mama, go to sleep"
我对她说，妈妈，早点睡吧 [01:37.79]She tell me "Boy, hush. You better pray to God
她说，孩子，别烦我，你最好去祈求上帝吧 [01:40.40]You never get your heart crushed"
别让你像我一样心如刀割 [01:41.93]I shake my head in frustration
我失落地摇摇头 [01:43.37]Head to my room
冲回我的房间 [01:44.30]And I can still hear the tunes of my door shut
我现在都还记得房门关上的回响 [01:46.34]**** it though, a couple more months I'll be gone
去TMD的不管了 反正两三个月后 我就能离开这了 [01:49.03]Off to college and dorms
上大学 住宿舍 [01:50.58]Foolin' myself, thinkin' problems are gone
欺骗自己 告诉自己一切都会变好的 [01:52.78]But now it's 1 AM and my mama diallin' my phone
但现在1点钟 我妈妈又拨通我的电话 [01:55.62]I know she intoxicated and soon this high
我知道她又喝个烂醉 [01:57.86]That I'm on comes crashin' down
这令我的心情跌入谷底 [01:59.90]She lit, talkin' drunk shit, I'm pissed
她点烟 烂醉 我极其恼火 [02:02.07]But I'm still all ears like "Pass the ounce"
但我还是专心听她的酒后胡话 [02:04.17]Thinkin' to myself, "Maybe my mama need help
我问自己 也许我妈妈也需要帮助吧 [02:06.54]Don't she got work it the morning?
她明天不用上班么 [02:07.86]Why she do this to herself?
为何她这样对待自己 [02:09.08]Hate how she slurrin' her words
我讨厌她这样胡言乱语 [02:10.70]Soundin' so ****ing absurd
讨厌她瞎说 [02:12.06]This ain't the woman I know
这根本不是我认识的那个女人 [02:13.41]Why I just sit and observe?
我为什么要冷眼旁观 [02:15.04]Why don't I say how I feel?
我为何不告诉她我的感受 [02:16.41]When I do, she's defensive for real
如果我说了 她又会逃避现实 [02:18.18]Well maybe things get better with time, I heard it heals"
或许一切会变好 我听说时间能治愈一切 [02:21.05]Little did I know how deep her sadness would go
我根本不懂她伤有多深 [02:23.98]Lookin' back, I wish I woulda did more instead of running
回想过去 我真希望我能做得更多 而不是选择逃避 [02:26.67]Something's got a hold on me
这些事情一直萦绕着我 [02:31.50]I can't let it go
挥之不去 [02:34.35]Out of fear I won't be free
恐惧使我无法对之脱身 [02:38.60]Something's got a hold on me
我被这心魔困扰着 [02:42.89]I can't let it go
挥之不去 [02:45.63]Out of fear I won't be—
恐惧使我无法对之脱身 [02:49.32]No!
不！ [02:49.86]Something's got a hold on me
这些事情一直萦绕着我 [02:54.26]I can't let it go
挥之不去 [03:00.45]Right (right)
嗯 [03:02.59]Life can bring much pain (right right)
生活会带来更多痛苦 [03:06.57]There are many ways to deal with this pain (right)
但我们有很多方式去处理这些痛苦 [03:11.28]Choose wisely (right)
请理智选择（意思是劝大家别选香烟 酒精 du品）
嗯 [00:11.59]Something's got a hold on me (right)
一些事情萦绕着我的心 [00:15.77]Right, right,
对 [00:19.91]Sometimes I think pain is just a lack of understanding
有时我认为 痛苦只是源于我们的不理解 [00:24.40]If we could only understand it all,
如果我们能互相理解 [00:27.36]Would we feel no pain? (Would we feel no pain?)
那么会不再痛苦么 [00:30.49]Would we feel no pain?
不再痛苦么 [00:31.77]God must feel no pain
上帝一定不会有苦痛 [00:33.62]Something's got a hold on me
这些事情挥之不去啊 [00:38.29]Only joy
（上帝）只有快乐 [00:41.19]Does this mean even our suffering pleases him?
难道我们的痛苦能带给他快乐么 [00:45.21]Lost in a cloud of *********
迷失在叶子的烟雾里（飞叶后回忆往事的） [00:47.03]Young Carolina nigga, fish out of water
一个年轻的北卡罗纳州的黑哥，于周遭格格不入（指黑白混血的出身） [00:49.37]Step-daddy just had a daughter with another woman
继父刚和另外一个女人生了个女儿 [00:52.23]Mama ain't recover yet
妈妈的伤口还没好（父亲在他小时候就抛家弃子 在《Love Yourz》里有Does all the pain he brought still linger in your mind） [00:53.31]Callin' me at 12 at night
在凌晨12点打电话给我 [00:55.20]She drunk as **** and I'm upset
我很沮丧，因为她烂醉如泥 [00:56.46]'Cause why she always using me for crutch?
因为她总是要我当她的拐杖（指扶她回去） [00:58.32]Growin' up I used to always see her up
我成长，在每天看着她醒来的时光中 [01:00.35]Late as ****, cigarette smoke
在每天她彻夜难眠，吞云吐雾的时光中 [01:02.02]And greatest hits from Marvin Gaye
那是Marvin Gaye最火的时候（马文盖伊，美国70年代最有影响力的黑人巨星） [01:03.49]She kill a whole bottle of some cheap chardonnay
她终日酗酒 [01:06.03]I gotta leave this house
我当时想要离家出走 [01:07.18]'Cause part of me dies when I see her like this
因为看着她这样，我心如死灰 [01:09.42]Too young to deal with pain
当时我太年轻，无法应对这些伤痛 [01:10.66]I'd rather run the streets than see her kill herself
我宁愿在街上狂奔，也不愿意看着她这样摧残自己 [01:12.75]So 'Ville became my escape from a feelin' I hate
ville就成了我逃离这样痛苦的避所（vill 指Fayetteville，cole的家乡） [01:15.74]Mama cursing me out
尽管妈妈整天咒骂我，把我赶出家门 [01:16.92]Depression's such a villainous state
一直沉沦于这种状态 [01:18.62]I used to stay out later on purpose
我也曾故意地夜不归宿 [01:20.88]Subconsciously I was nervous that
潜意识里 我怕回来得早 [01:22.38]If I came home early
我会变得焦躁不安 [01:23.44]Then what would surface was her inner demons
会撞见她又变得那模样 [01:25.94]And then I'd have to end up seein' my hero on ground zero
会眼睁睁看着我的英雄（妈妈）就这样死去 [01:29.12]Tears flow where Al Green blow
AI Green唱着《love and happiness》 [01:30.67]Love and happiness
我泪如雨下 [01:31.78]I wish that I could say the right words to cheer her up
我希望我能用正确的言辞让她振作起来 [01:34.28]I wish her son's love was enough
我希望她儿子对她爱能弥补的伤口 [01:36.02]I tell her, "Mama, go to sleep"
我对她说，妈妈，早点睡吧 [01:37.79]She tell me "Boy, hush. You better pray to God
她说，孩子，别烦我，你最好去祈求上帝吧 [01:40.40]You never get your heart crushed"
别让你像我一样心如刀割 [01:41.93]I shake my head in frustration
我失落地摇摇头 [01:43.37]Head to my room
冲回我的房间 [01:44.30]And I can still hear the tunes of my door shut
我现在都还记得房门关上的回响 [01:46.34]**** it though, a couple more months I'll be gone
去TMD的不管了 反正两三个月后 我就能离开这了 [01:49.03]Off to college and dorms
上大学 住宿舍 [01:50.58]Foolin' myself, thinkin' problems are gone
欺骗自己 告诉自己一切都会变好的 [01:52.78]But now it's 1 AM and my mama diallin' my phone
但现在1点钟 我妈妈又拨通我的电话 [01:55.62]I know she intoxicated and soon this high
我知道她又喝个烂醉 [01:57.86]That I'm on comes crashin' down
这令我的心情跌入谷底 [01:59.90]She lit, talkin' drunk shit, I'm pissed
她点烟 烂醉 我极其恼火 [02:02.07]But I'm still all ears like "Pass the ounce"
但我还是专心听她的酒后胡话 [02:04.17]Thinkin' to myself, "Maybe my mama need help
我问自己 也许我妈妈也需要帮助吧 [02:06.54]Don't she got work it the morning?
她明天不用上班么 [02:07.86]Why she do this to herself?
为何她这样对待自己 [02:09.08]Hate how she slurrin' her words
我讨厌她这样胡言乱语 [02:10.70]Soundin' so ****ing absurd
讨厌她瞎说 [02:12.06]This ain't the woman I know
这根本不是我认识的那个女人 [02:13.41]Why I just sit and observe?
我为什么要冷眼旁观 [02:15.04]Why don't I say how I feel?
我为何不告诉她我的感受 [02:16.41]When I do, she's defensive for real
如果我说了 她又会逃避现实 [02:18.18]Well maybe things get better with time, I heard it heals"
或许一切会变好 我听说时间能治愈一切 [02:21.05]Little did I know how deep her sadness would go
我根本不懂她伤有多深 [02:23.98]Lookin' back, I wish I woulda did more instead of running
回想过去 我真希望我能做得更多 而不是选择逃避 [02:26.67]Something's got a hold on me
这些事情一直萦绕着我 [02:31.50]I can't let it go
挥之不去 [02:34.35]Out of fear I won't be free
恐惧使我无法对之脱身 [02:38.60]Something's got a hold on me
我被这心魔困扰着 [02:42.89]I can't let it go
挥之不去 [02:45.63]Out of fear I won't be—
恐惧使我无法对之脱身 [02:49.32]No!
不！ [02:49.86]Something's got a hold on me
这些事情一直萦绕着我 [02:54.26]I can't let it go
挥之不去 [03:00.45]Right (right)
嗯 [03:02.59]Life can bring much pain (right right)
生活会带来更多痛苦 [03:06.57]There are many ways to deal with this pain (right)
但我们有很多方式去处理这些痛苦 [03:11.28]Choose wisely (right)
请理智选择（意思是劝大家别选香烟 酒精 du品）
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从上张专辑里对于家庭暴力、人际关系和非裔美国人群体的身份认同的探讨里走出来，J.Cole再次投入了家庭关系和毒品上瘾问题的恼人命题里。连续众多个How I的发问，把糟糕现状再次打在人们的脸上，极度强烈的情绪来自于他真实且悲痛的体验，更糟糕的是，这样的经历正成为美国黑人族裔家庭中的无尽轮回。
这首是专辑里最cole的一首
cole这首讲述的自己的故事，继父以及母亲酗酒，等等他childhood的经历。让我们感受他得痛苦，但是保持积极。
