Do You Mind (Original Mix)-timmies/Typo/Alina Neumann

[00:11.70]I waste my time on my whole life [00:14.19]Hold my thoughts cuz I've been sleep deprived [00:17.51]I waste my life in broke mind [00:20.58]Hold my words cuz they never come out right [00:24.17]I'm trying really hard to be someone you'd like [00:26.93]I'm trying really hard to feel like I'll be be fine [00:29.87]I'm trying really hard and maybe I'll find [00:32.21]That my reflection in life isn't all that unkind [00:35.98]Can't I be a little self sure [00:38.23]Self secure On that I'm not all that I think I am [00:41.93]Can't I get a little control [00:43.98]Open my doors,On that I'm not all that bad as I think i am [00:47.77]I don't really care for what I have left [00:50.33]Because i ****** myself up so much,I might deserve all this mess [00:53.52]**** all this love,Because I hate to admit [00:56.23]That I'm really like this,Just Scum piece of **** [00:59.70]And I know I could be brighter [01:02.35]Yeah I know I could aim higher [01:05.21]I know I should think lighter [01:07.24]I know i'll be fine if I was a tryer [01:10.83]Yeah,I hate how I can't let myself hang low [01:14.08]If I didn't speak at all I think I would let it go [01:16.82]But if I could say how I hurt I would promise to let you know [01:19.98]But I've been feeling godamn low,well I just can't let it go [01:23.54]Do you remember 2013 [01:26.05]From then on I wished my life was unseen [01:28.85]Cuz I hate who I could have been,Let myself slit up my skin [01:32.01]And drown all my dreams,Going down In the sink [01:35.42]I'm sorry maybe I should have tried harder [01:37.52]Jumped from a bridge that was just that little bit higher [01:40.74]I'm sorry My words can't be any sharper [01:43.44]But I'd cut up my mind and set the remains on fire [01:46.75]Yeah,At least you could have said I'm gone on the drugs [01:49.94]But I am sober now and I still seem to **** up [01:53.00]But I'm sorry I can't accept all your love,It wears me off [01:56.22]Leave me in my head because that's tiring enough? [01:59.86]I waste my time on my whole life [02:02.77]Hold my thoughts cuz I've been sleep deprived [02:06.12]I waste my life in broke mind [02:08.63]Hold my words cuz they never come out right [02:11.59]I'm trying really hard to be someone you'd like [02:15.10]I'm trying really hard to feel like I'll be fine [02:17.85]I'm trying really hard and maybe I'll find [02:20.01]The reflection in life isn't all that unkind