Insecure-Elohim

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Daniel Parra/Josh Smith/Antonina Armato/Codi Caraco [00:00.09]Imagine if I could see
曾幻想过倘若我能够 [00:04.66]Myself like you're seeing me
如你注视我那般凝望着自己 [00:09.31]I wouldn't be so obsessed
我怎会如此执迷不悟 [00:14.01]With being somebody else
抛却本心，曲意逢迎 [00:28.10]Imagine if I was free
曾遐想过若是我可以 [00:32.79]From all the self-deprecating disease
摆脱我自嘲自贬的心疾梦魇 [00:37.47]Compare myself to the screen
去与光鲜亮丽的银幕世界一争高下 [00:42.25]And all the fake, plastic, glorified dreams
一切表里不一、虚与委蛇、哗众取宠的梦想 [00:48.33]Insecure and I don't know why
那种不安感，真的无迹可寻 [00:51.79]It's just you and I, I think it's all in my head
只是我们二人，活在我的思绪里 [00:57.54]I'm insecure and I don't know why
那种不安感，真的如鲠在喉 [01:01.12]Sometimes I wanna die, I don't know why
有时我愿了结此生，真的都不懂 [01:07.58] [01:15.30]What if I was okay
如果一切安好那又怎样 [01:20.35]With being mad strange
就是这样的荒诞疯狂 [01:24.56]Imagine if I escape all the feelings I hate
曾假想过如果我逃避了我所痛恨的情感 [01:29.36]And not break all the habits that told me I'm damaged
且从未毁掉昭示了我已支离破碎的那些过往 [01:34.51]Maybe then I'd believe
或许我该相信 [01:38.87]When you say I'm pretty, I'm pretty, I'm pretty
当你轻声呢喃夸赞我明眸皓齿、国色天香 [01:45.05]Insecure and I don't know why
那种不安感，真的茫无所知 [01:48.47]It's just you and I, I think it's all in my head
只是我们二人，活在我的心头 [01:54.10]I'm insecure and I don't know why
那种不安感，真的百思不解 [01:57.77]Sometimes I wanna die, I don't know why
有时我愿了却残生，真的都不懂 [02:03.48]Camouflage to hide my flaws
掩盖起我的瑕疵 [02:07.76]It's only in my head, it's not my soul, I think I'll let it go
只存在于我的脑海中，而不是灵魂深处，我想放它走 [02:12.70]Hanging on to silly thoughts
紧紧握住愚蠢的想法 [02:17.01]They're only in my head, it's not my heart, I gotta let it go
只潜伏在我的意识里，而不是心田之间，我会饶它活 [02:23.85] [02:41.43]Insecure and I don't know why
那种不安感，真的不甚了了 [02:45.08]It's just you and I, I think it's all in my head
只是你我一双人，独留于我的记忆中 [02:49.11]