Forgive Me-Phora

[00:26.01]One two, yeah [00:28.98]One two [00:31.31]It's just way too much right now [00:34.92]Look [00:35.59]All this pressure on my mind weighing down on my back [00:38.39]All this emptiness inside, I feel my heart turning black [00:41.35]Feel it all turning cold, I'm just losing my soul [00:44.47]And I tried talking to God but He ain't talk to me back [00:47.41]****, I can’t lie and say I never think of you [00:50.86]I can’t lie and say I never wished that I could speak to you [00:53.89]I did everything for you, I guess you just couldn’t see [00:56.89]I just wish you needed me the same way that I needed you [00:59.88]But my heart just doesn’t work like before [01:02.40]Lately I’ve been so detached but I'm still searchin' for more [01:05.35]I lost so many ******' people it don’t hurt me no more [01:08.24]Because no matter who it is its never worse than before [01:11.30]Tell me why we never listen when they say that love is dangerous [01:14.60]Trying too hard for those that wouldn’t do the same for us [01:17.85]We, move so fast, and we hope that it lasts [01:20.59]Give people a place in our hearts [01:22.30]And they just end up replacin' us [01:23.94]But all my life, I’ve apologised for who I am [01:26.43]For not being a person that these people understand [01:29.52]And I, couldn't understand it - [01:31.12]We give ourselves away to people who take us for granted [01:34.27]And they wonder why we damaged [01:35.75]But you only know part of me, you don't know my secrets [01:38.74]You don't know my pain, 'cause I, always try to keep it [01:41.80]So far away from you, so you could never judge me [01:44.76]'Cause, if you knew the real me, you probably wouldn't love me [01:47.88]Look - the worst part is we lie to ourselves [01:50.63]We just dying deep inside and we get high 'cause it helps [01:53.45]So we hide from the pain, and we hide from the problems [01:56.45]And we hide from our feelings but we cannot hide from ourselves [01:59.56]We just lie to ourselves [02:02.57]We just dying deep inside and we get high 'cause it helps [02:05.49]So we hide from the pain, and we hide from the problems [02:08.53]And we hide from our feelings but we cannot hide from ourselves [02:11.75]****, **** [02:15.69]Damn ayy [02:18.08]