How It Feels To Feel Nothing-Phora

[00:22.18]Yeah [00:23.12]I know I ain't been myself lately [00:25.50]I been feeling like I need help lately [00:28.43]Feel like all the people I've needed just left me [00:30.72]When they ain't need me [00:31.93]So I just keep to myself lately [00:33.72]Some people are damaged before they know it [00:36.00]Some people are broken but they don't show it [00:39.07]Memories burning, my heart is frozen, but [00:41.97]I'm only human don't judge me, yeah, I'm still growing [00:44.55]I mean, its hard to love [00:45.94]When your hearts been bruised in the past [00:47.33]Your soul broken, your scared of being attached [00:50.06]And everybody just acts like they understand [00:52.76]We all have that one person we wish we had, but [00:55.92]Times change, people change, I'm still the same [00:58.80]Just some things you won't understand 'til you feel the pain [01:01.59]Our love burned like a fire in a storm [01:03.94]Knew it wouldn't last but at least it kept us warm [01:06.85]I mean, you know me, I know I wasn't the only [01:09.40]I know I wasn't the one you just loved me [01:11.54]'Cause you were lonely [01:12.53]But **** [01:13.21]I used to be so in love with being alive [01:15.14]But these days [01:15.95]I just think of the fact that one day I'll die [01:17.80]And these people will just forget about me [01:19.72]The ones that act like they gave a **** about me [01:22.43]As soon as I turn my back, talking **** about me [01:25.12]But I need love even if it's fake so they still around me [01:28.03]They still around me it's clear [01:29.60]What if I disappeared? [01:30.88]What if I just said **** this life I don't wanna be here? [01:33.72]What if I take these pills I don't wake up from my sleep? [01:36.43]Sometimes wish I could have a conversation with Peep [01:39.28]A conversation with Mac, maybe they feel how I feel [01:42.08]Too caught up in the pain, but we forget that it heals [01:44.93]Yeah well, I've got a busy mind and an empty soul [01:48.93]And I'm stuck between running back or just letting go [01:51.72]She sins like a devil, but, loves like an angel [01:54.21]If you see what I see, she's beautiful, every angle, yeah [01:57.74]You see I put my emotions all on the table [01:59.77]But why is it the people with the most blessings [02:01.66]That's never grateful, damn [02:03.81]Loves like an angel, if you see what I see, [02:06.90]She's beautiful, every angle yeah [02:08.78]All on the table but why is it the people [02:11.92]With the most blessings that's never grateful, I mean [02:23.21]Yeah they say true love don't ever grow apart [02:26.54]They say you can't break a broken heart [02:29.59]They say it hurts until you feel nothing [02:32.10]So I take these drugs until I feel something [02:35.09]They say true love don't ever grow apart [02:37.87]They say you can't break a broken heart [02:40.85]They say it hurts until you feel nothing [02:43.41]So I just hide from these feelings and I'm still running [02:46.35]I'm still running I'm just [02:47.99]