Heavy s**t-Blake Rose

[00:00.000] 作词 : Blake Rose [00:00.547] 作曲 : Blake Rose [00:01.94]I got this window in my house
我家里有扇窗户 [00:04.70]Knows me better than I know myself
比我更了解我 [00:08.47]Could probably charge me a 50 an hour
我向它泄愤的时候 [00:11.03]For all the heavy **** I pour out
它可能会收费50美元一小时 [00:14.79]I get these voices in my brain
我的脑海中回响着这些声音 [00:18.69]Feels like I'm part of a new strain
好像我是新物种的一部分 [00:22.05]I get disturbed and it's stupid and useless
我心绪被扰乱并且变得愚蠢无用 [00:25.49]You get the heavy **** I pour out
我倒的苦水你都能接住 [00:28.18]So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong
所以我来这 试着找出是哪里出了问题 [00:32.53]Feel like a ghost in my own damn home
让我变成一具活生生的尸体 [00:36.09]Starting to wonder how I got so numb
我想知道面对消极情绪时的我 [00:39.52]To this heavy **** I pour out
是怎样的自甘堕落 [00:41.93]Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own
独自和镜子里的酒瓶推杯换盏 [00:46.43]Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones
活得像是一具丢了魂的丧尸 [00:50.06]Can someone tell me how I got so numb
谁能点醒我 让我看清在巨大的压力面前 [00:53.42]To this heavy **** I pour out?
我是怎样的束手就擒 [00:55.88]They tell me, Well, this is all part of life, you see
别人告诉我：你看到的不过是生活的一部分 [00:59.95]But the world keeps circling 'round me
但是世界一直围着我转 [01:03.23]Can't seem to stop being so hard on myself
感觉自己要承受的困难无穷无尽 [01:07.00]'Cause all this **** I pour out
因为我都已经歇斯底里 [01:09.84]Still haven't found what I'm looking for, nah
还是没找到我想要的东西 天啊 [01:14.53]All of these people keep closing doors, it's all me
大家都把大门紧锁 都是因为我 [01:17.98]Can't keep holding all this **** to yourself
他们告诉我不能一直自己忍受着 [01:21.02]Go find a way to let it pour out
应该去找个方式好好发泄 [01:23.57]So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong
所以我来了 试着找出是哪里出了问题 [01:28.16]Feel like a ghost in my own damn home
我就像个幽灵在那该死的家里游荡 [01:31.73]Starting to wonder how I got so numb
开始苏醒 想知道面对内心的呼救时 [01:35.01]To this heavy **** I pour out
我是怎样的麻木不仁 [01:37.63]Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own
独自和镜子里的酒瓶推杯换盏 [01:42.16]Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones
活得像一具丢了魂的空壳 [01:45.71]Can someone tell me how I got so numb
谁能描述给我 我面对内心的求救时 [01:48.98]To this heavy **** I pour out?
那副事不关己的样子 [01:51.78]So here I am, so here I am
我人虽在此 我人虽在此 [01:56.67]Like a ghost in my own home again
也和那个丢了魂的丧失如出一辙 [02:02.11]Mh, with this heavy **** I pour out
Mh，我带着糟糕情绪来了 [02:05.71]So come on, let it pour, baby, let it pour
来吧宝贝 听我倾诉 给我希望 [02:10.33](All the heavy **** I pour out)
所有的绝望我都在这诉说 [02:12.46](Let it pour out, all the heavy **** I pour out)
让我讲出来 让我在沼泽中自救 [02:19.66]So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong
所以我来了 试着找出是哪里出了问题 [02:23.89]Feel like a ghost in my own damn home
让我活得像一具丧尸 [02:27.39]Starting to wonder how I got so numb
开始苏醒 想知道面对内心的痛苦时 [02:30.55]To this heavy **** I pour out?
我是怎样的麻木不仁？ [02:33.27]Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own
独自和镜子里的酒瓶推杯换盏 [02:37.89]Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones
好像灵魂迷失在这该死的空壳里了 [02:41.38]Can someone tell me how I got so numb
谁能来点醒我 在面对自己的浑浑噩噩 [02:44.48]To this heavy **** I pour out?
我是怎样听之任之的 [02:47.44](**** I pour out)
要把所有的懦弱都倒掉 [02:48.19]So here I am, so here I am, so here I am
所以我来了 我在这 我就在这 [02:56.05]Someone tell me how I got so numb
渴望谁来点醒我 面对自己的堕落沉沦时 [02:58.40]To this heavy **** I pour out
我是怎样无动于衷的 [03:01.41]So here I am, so here I am, so here I am
所以我来了 我在这 我就在这 [03:09.81]Someone tell me how I got so numb
渴望谁来描述给我 在面对自己的浑浑噩噩时 [03:12.30]To this heavy **** I pour out
我是怎样自暴自弃的