Thinking-NF

[00:00.00] 作词 : Nate Feuerstein/Cole Walowac [00:01.00] 作曲 : Nate Feuerstein/Cole Walowac [00:11.72]Yeah, growing up, yeah
还是在成长着 [00:15.37] Know a lot, but I don't know enough
懂得的越来越多 却总觉得不够用 [00:17.30] What you doin' here?
你在那边做什么？ [00:18.51] Why you even showin' up? Yeah
为何要在我身边出现？ [00:20.94] Showin' up for tryna show me love
甚至要对我展现着你的爱意 [00:22.91] Why you look confused like you don't really know what's up? Yeah
但为什么你看起来如此困惑就像你真的什么都不知道？ [00:27.30] Why you always tryna judge?
为什么总是喜欢评价他人？ [00:28.72] I know who you are, yeah
可我知道你是谁啊 [00:30.08] Why you tryna, tryna front? Yeah
为什么你总是面向前方？ [00:32.92] I am not the man I was, look
我曾是你所渴望 现在却已时过境迁 [00:35.61] Ayy, made me a promise, I just hope you keep it
给我一个承诺 我希望你不会食言 [00:38.67] I don't like to get involved with things I don't believe in
不愿卷入我所不信任的一切 [00:41.56] I don't like to hang with people I don't trust to speak with
与无法信赖和交流的人们我希望敬而远之 [00:44.31] If you tell me that you mean it, then I hope you mean it
若是你说你说话算数 我便希望你言出必行 [00:47.11] Yeah, feel like I don't deserve you when I hurt your feelings
我想使你不悦的那个我是配不上你的 [00:49.98] I'm vulnerable, you got the keys to open all my secrets
我很脆弱 而你掌握着开启我秘密的钥匙 [00:52.92] You've always been there when I'm low to help pick up the pieces
每当我弯腰捡拾琐碎的事物你总会与我相伴 [00:55.63] I know I act like I don't need you yet, but lately, I've been thinking
明知自己是在强装不必有你相伴 但不知为何最近我开始思索 [01:02.51] Yeah, lately, I've been thinking
是的 最近我总是在思索 [01:11.37] Yeah, yeah, I have been thinking
最近的我思绪不断 [01:17.40] Yeah, I have been thinking
最近我总想个不停 [01:21.51] Yeah, I wish that I was optimistic
希望我也能乐观一点 [01:25.56] I wish that I could trust my intuition
希望我的直觉总引着正确的方向 [01:27.69] To most, negative thinking makes you a pessimist, but
对很多人来说 消极的思考使让我们成了悲观主义者 [01:30.43] To me, negative thinking means I'm just realistic
但于我 消极的方式使我越发真实 [01:33.41] That's how I feel, ain't that a twisted view?
我感觉如此 多扭曲的视觉对不对？ [01:35.44] Claim that I don't care what people think, but is that really true?
总是申明我不鸟别人想的是什么 但事实是否如此？ [01:38.29] Those the type of questions that I struggle with
这些使我翻来覆去的问题 [01:40.41] That's the type of thing to keep me up at night
便是我彻夜难眠的原因 [01:42.61] Wondering, I wonder if the pressure I've been under is too much on my shoulders
我好奇是否我真的应该承载如此之多的压力 [01:46.61] Who gon' care when this all fades, I turn gray and get older?
当我的光芒泯灭肉体衰老化作灰尘 谁又会在意? [01:49.33] Yeah, that's the type of thing that I don't wanna answer
这些问题我也不愿回答 [01:52.19] But just 'cause I don't wanna do it don't mean I don't have to
但我不想不代表着我不必回答 [01:55.19] See, these are lessons that you learn in life
回收生活给你上的课 [01:57.62] And we only get one of 'em, hope I'm learning right
现在其实一节就够了 希望我学到的是对的 [02:00.22] I know that everything comes with a price
我明白所有的获得总要付出代价 [02:02.94] Yeah, yeah, everything comes with a price
天下没有白给的午餐 [02:05.31] Y'all got no clue what I have sacrificed
你们都不可能看到我做出的牺牲 [02:07.35] And lately, I've been thinking
最近我总想个不停 [02:11.92] Yeah, lately, I've been thinking
最近的我思绪不断 [02:21.79] Yeah, yeah, I have been thinking
最近我总想个不停 [02:27.05] Yeah, I have been thinking (I have been thinking)
最近我总是默默思索着