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[00:00.000] 作词 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:01.000] 作曲 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt [00:16.061]Yeah, look
Yeah,瞧 [00:17.508]I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though
我没有嗑药，但对疼痛上瘾 [00:20.430]Yeah, I been on it for a while, don't know how to put it down
Yeah,我已长久如此，不知如何戒掉 [00:22.934]Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though
不得不说，我需要改掉这些习惯 [00:25.051]I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit
我只是想受些打击，继续说着我要退出 [00:27.202]Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though
不断地说着我要离开，但我仍然止步不前 [00:28.986]I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk
我只是想要一些方法，我不想冒险 [00:31.270]I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone
不喜欢离开安全地带 [00:33.085]But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to
但是最近，我在想我不得不 [00:34.971]Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to
放下我所迷恋的东西 [00:36.715]World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood
世界不会因为我心情不佳就停止转动 [00:38.611]You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose
当你想牢牢抓住你不想失去的东西的时候，才会知道爱是什么 [00:40.890]I swear I'm tryna get it together
我发誓我在试着把它梳理好 [00:43.100]Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better
穿上衣服，投入工作，试着做到更好 [00:44.939]I like to rap but I ain't gon' do it forever
我热爱说唱，但是我不会永远都做这个 [00:47.028]Forget to charge up my focus, and I'm holdin' my head up
忘记休息，注意力涣散，我抬起头来 [00:48.981]Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best
从起床那一刻起，我就想让自己尽力做到最好 [00:51.069]And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can handle regrets
如果我没有做到，上帝会原谅我，你可以帮我排除掉悔恨 [00:53.203]'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head
因为我可以感受到水慢慢浸入我的大脑 [00:55.184]Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath
在我生命中的大多数时间里，我总感觉自己屏着呼吸 [00:57.170]Holdin' my chest, to be honest, so I'm tired of it
绷着胸腔，老实说，我厌倦了这一切 [00:59.394]Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again
在我的生命中寻找着一些能再次启发我的事物 [01:01.283]I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is
我喜欢闲逛，表现成什么都不知道的样子 [01:03.287]But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit
但是我知道事物本质，我只是从不想承认 [01:05.402] [01:05.538]Runnin' from change
挣脱框架 [01:09.207]I'm lookin' for change
我在寻求改变 [01:13.476]I'm searchin' for change
我在寻求改变 [01:17.709]I'm lookin' for change
我在寻求着改变 [01:21.544]I just want, I just want change
我只是想，我只是想改变 [01:22.705] [01:23.046]Yeah, I don't like new things
Yeah,我不喜欢新鲜事物 [01:24.437]Got a lot of mood swings
我情绪波动无常 [01:26.328]Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative?
Oh，你想告诉我一些不好的事吗？ [01:29.389]I don't wanna hear what you think
我不想听到你的想法 [01:30.712]Yeah, tossin' in my sleep
Yeah,在睡梦中辗转反侧 [01:32.438]Every night feel like two weeks
每晚像两周一样漫长 [01:34.540]Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better
想着我怎么才能把这一切做的更好 [01:36.987]Can't help it, that's just me
没办法，就我一人 [01:38.116]Lies, that's me avoidin' the change
说谎，我逃避着改变 [01:40.376]Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away
Yeah，这或许就是为何问题无法解决的原因 [01:42.286]Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain
Yeah，这可能就是为何我总坐着抱怨的原因 [01:44.505]Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place
告诉自己永远都无法走出这个地方 [01:46.445]Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different
如果你要说我需要做到与众不同，那么请你走开 [01:48.530]That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven
这就是问题所在，我总是被不安全感驱使 [01:50.678]Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed
尽管转错了弯，仍然表现得好像我知道我自己要去哪里一样 [01:52.355]Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute
等待着坏事发生，我随时可能崩溃 [01:54.710]I need change
我需要改变 [01:55.953]Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right?
Yeah，说说挺简单的是吧？ [01:57.033]But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life
但是难的是如何去实施，当我感到憎恨生活时 [01:58.971]And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy
在我身边的每个人都觉得我是一个好好先生 [02:00.976]But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar
但我从不这样认为，我觉得自己是个虚伪的骗子 [02:03.035]Change
改变 [02:04.107]It somethin' that I know I should do
我知道我该做些什么 [02:05.349]I'm a little uncomfortable, to tell you the truth
告诉你真相，我有点不太自在 [02:06.959]But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose
但是实话说最近和你在一起，我没什么可失去的 [02:09.034]See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room
你看，我一直充满了痛苦，但是我现在愿意腾出空间 [02:10.918] [02:11.116]Lookin' for change
寻求改变 [02:14.610]I'm lookin' for change
我在寻求改变 [02:18.820]I'm searchin' for change
寻求改变 [02:22.940]I'm lookin' for change
我在寻求改变 [02:26.646]I just want, I just want—
我只是想，我只是想—— [02:27.834] [02:28.149]I need a moment of silence
我需要片刻安宁 [02:29.986]I don't like change, but I'll try it
虽然我不喜欢改变，但是我会尝试着去做 [02:31.889]I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do
我不想听到我该做什么和不该做什么 [02:33.940]Why are they always defiant?
为什么他们总是目中无人呢？ [02:35.697]See, all my emotions are liars
你看，我所有的情绪都是谎言 [02:38.054]All my emotions are violent
我所有情感都是强烈的 [02:40.110]They don't want freedom to find me
他们不想我获得自由 [02:42.237]Mention a name and everybody riots (Change)
提到一个名字，大家都会改变 [02:43.956]Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals
Yeah，这就是我要检查我生命体征的原因 [02:46.062]They keep on workin', but I know
他们一直在工作，但是我知道 [02:48.050]Breathin' don't mean you're alive, so
呼吸并不意味着你活着，所以 [02:49.313]I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope
我打包好我所有的拙劣的作品，如履薄冰的走自己的路 [02:51.966]Positive thoughts are my rivals (Change)
积极的想法是我的对手（改变） [02:53.530]I'm tryna be on their side though
我试图站在他们那边 [02:55.063]Should I feel comfortable? I don't
我应该感到自在吗？并没有 [02:56.258]Last year, I felt suicidal
去年，我想到自我了结 [02:58.093]This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more
今年，我可能做一些不一样的事，例如和上帝更多的谈话 [03:00.435] [03:00.600]I'm lookin' for change
我在寻求改变 [03:02.444]I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
我在寻求（Yeah） [03:04.349]I'm searchin' for change
我在寻求改变 [03:06.263]I'm lookin' for
我在寻求 [03:08.271]I just want, I just want change
我只是，我只是想要改变 [03:09.216]I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
我在寻求（Yeah） [03:12.292]I'm searchin' for change
我在寻求改变 [03:14.391]I'm lookin' for, yeah (Ayy, ayy)
我在寻求，yeah(Ayy,ayy) [03:16.495]I just want, I just want change
我只是想要，我只是想要改变 [03:18.527]Yeah, I'm lookin' for
Yeah，我在寻求 [03:20.245]I'm searchin' for change
我在寻求改变 [03:22.462]I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
我在寻求（Yeah） [03:24.072]I just want, I just want change
我只是想要，我只是想要改变 [03:26.244]I'm lookin' for (Ayy)
我在寻求（Ayy） [03:28.597]I'm searchin' for change
我在寻求改变 [03:30.740]I'm lookin' for, yeah
我在寻求，yeah [03:32.424]I just want, I just want change
我只是想要，我只是想要改变