Bugbear-Chloe Moriondo

[00:10.51]Being in this space has made me feel
置身此间 [00:13.59]A bit more small and
感觉自己有点渺小 [00:14.97]I'm not quite sure where I'm going next
下个目的地不知哪里去找 [00:20.08]I'll try to use a map but with directions I tend to be bad so
想看地图但路痴难改 [00:24.55]I'll use GPS and pray for the best
不如用GPS 让命运寻觅路线 [00:29.70]I've got so many years to flesh this out and be what I wanna be
这么多年 足够我充实自己 成为想成为的人 [00:34.41]But it's confusing to say the least
可这也确实奇怪 [00:39.23]No perception of time or space or distance, or weight
时间空间感受不到 距离重量也都缺少 [00:42.20]And I think I'm going insane
我想我就要丧失理智 [00:44.02]Doomed to graduate and remain a beast
都要毕业了 我还懵懵懂懂 [00:48.21]And Ohhh, I just want you to know
哦~ 我只是想让你们知道~ [00:56.04]I feel so brain dead next to you
在人身旁我的脑袋太不开窍 [00:58.44]It's not like you intended to
倒不是要怪你们 [01:00.84]Hurt me or make me feel that way
故意伤害我 让我这样恍惚 [01:05.59]And I'm not trying to complain
而我也并非抱怨 [01:08.06]But it just sucks to try and explain
只是不想费力地解释 [01:10.44]Why I feel like this every day
为什么每天我都感觉如此 [01:14.40]1, 2, 3, 4 [01:24.84]Sleeping through your days and skipping meals
从早睡到晚 少吃几顿饭 [01:27.78]Must sound so unappealing
是不够让人心动 [01:29.31]But I guess it's different when it's the norm
可我想要是习惯成自然 就大不一样 [01:34.44]Sinking deeper into whatever this is without a hint of reflection
盲目地沉溺其中 麻木感完成缓冲 [01:38.93]Can't tell if this is the calm or if this is the storm
难辨这是暴风雨 还是宁静 [01:44.15]Giving everything I've got equates to about a shower and waking up late
用我的一切换次淋浴 再多睡一会儿 [01:48.78]Faced with anything I tend to flee
直面我想逃离的东西 [01:53.54]So when I'm thrown into the adult world
等到我被扔进大人的世界 [01:55.97]Where they do things that I never learned how to do
发现我毫不了解他们做的事 [01:58.43]I guess I'll live in a swamp or a tree
我就知道 沼泽或树才是我的住处 [02:02.68]And Ohhh, I just hope you all know
哦~ 我只是希望你们知道~ [02:10.46]I feel so brain dead next to you
在人身旁我的脑袋太不开窍 [02:12.79]It's not like you intended to
倒不是要怪你们 [02:15.14]Hurt me or make me feel this way
故意伤害我 让我这样恍惚 [02:20.03]And I'm not trying to complain
而我也并非抱怨 [02:22.44]But it just sucks to try and explain
只是不想费力地解释 [02:24.84]Why I feel like this every day
为什么每天我都感觉如此 [02:29.67]My brain is surrounded by school kids who all got their valedictorian course
周围的孩子们都在准备最优等生致辞 [02:33.85]While I couldn't care enough about my 3.8
只有我对自己的好成绩不太在意（4.0是最高绩点） [02:39.30]No matter how hard I try
不管我有多努力 [02:41.16]I'm still not trying hard enough to be
还是不够成为他们所说的 [02:45.19]Great
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