Rust (feat. Iamjakehill)-Josh A/Iamjakehill

[00:11.67]I've been tryna find
我一直在寻找 [00:12.81]Searching for my peace of mind
寻找我内心的平静 [00:14.44]Going every night
每天晚上都去 [00:16.05]I've been running every time
我每次都在跑 [00:17.40]Think I'm 'bout to go insane
我想我快要崩溃了 [00:19.00]Think my mind gone MIA
我想我的理智已经消失 [00:20.40]And I can't wait for the day
我等不及这一天了 [00:22.15]Thinking about it nah I don't rest
想想看 不 我不休息 [00:23.66]I've been tryna find
我想要做到心如止水 [00:24.83]Searching for my peace of mind
我想要做到平心静气 [00:26.55]Going every night
每晚都去散心 [00:28.00]I've been running every time
每次都在跑步 [00:29.35]Think I'm 'bout to go insane
我已经快疯了 [00:30.96]Think my mind gone MIA
我想我的心早已消失殆尽了 [00:32.34]And I can't wait for the day
我等不及这一天了 [00:34.08]Thinking about it nah I don't rest
想想看 不 我不休息 [00:35.71]Faking music is the only way right out of poverty
音乐是暂时摆脱痛苦的唯一方法 [00:38.80]Think I finally made it I feel like I won the lottery
我想我成功了 这种感觉像是中了彩票 [00:41.45]Swear this game is too da*n rigged
我为自己打抱不平 [00:43.45]Been clogged up like some arteries
像动脉一样被堵塞了 [00:44.70]Got too many people in my way that wanna slaughter me
总是有人阻拦我 想杀我 [00:47.80]**** the motive going in
去他妈的动机 [00:48.76]'Cause they don't understand my pain uh
因为他们不理解我的痛苦 [00:50.59]**** a motive going in
去他妈的动机 [00:51.70]'Cause music's my only end game uh
因为音乐是我唯一的精神支柱 [00:53.66]Got no plans I swear that I'mma do this 'til I die
没有计划 但我发誓我会追求音乐直到我死 [00:56.30]If the music went away I'd probably commit suicide
如果音乐消失了 我可能无法支持 [00:59.50]So **** a bitch, **** a bitch
**** [01:01.40]If you don't **** with me
如果你不和我做 [01:03.19]I don't put in all this work for you specifically
我不是专门来为你做这些工作的 [01:06.05]I make hits for sad kids
我为悲伤的孩子写歌 [01:07.60]I make hits for freaks
我给怪胎们带来轰动 [01:08.85]Why the **** you wasting time
你为什么要浪费时间 [01:10.50]When you don't have to be
当你不需要我的时候 [01:11.80]I've been tryna find
我一直在寻找 [01:12.80]Searching for my peace of mind
寻找我内心的平静 [01:14.31]Going every night
迷失在喧嚣中 [01:15.85]I've been running every time
企图用疲倦消除阴霾 [01:17.15]Think I'm 'bout to go insane
我的精神世界里极度的脆弱 [01:19.00]Think my mind gone MIA
颓废地情感濒临崩溃的绝望 [01:20.50]And I can't wait for the day
我等不及这一天了 [01:22.00]Thinking about it nah I don't rest
想想看 不 我不休息 [01:23.80]I've been tryna find
我逃避现实 [01:24.82]Searching for my peace of mind
享受着片刻宁静 [01:26.45]Going every night
每天晚上都去 [01:27.92]I've been running every time
我每次都在跑 [01:29.50]Think I'm 'bout to go insane
心情到了崩溃的边缘 [01:31.00]Think my mind gone MIA
我想我的心已经消失 [01:32.25]And I can't wait for the day
我等不及这一天了 [01:33.75]Thinking about it nah I don't rest
想想看 不 我不休息 [01:35.00]Sometimes I feel light 'cause it's real life
有时我觉得轻松 因为这就是生活的本质 [01:37.10]Sometimes I just don't feel right
但有时候我又觉得不对劲 [01:38.52]Two pistols keep 'em real close
两支手枪让他们离得很近 [01:40.20]Feel like I'm burning real slow
感觉我在慢慢燃烧 [01:41.56]My mind at rest sick of being like this
我心厌倦 [01:43.00]No time to stress I'm blind at best
没时间强调我是个瞎子 [01:44.80]To the world outside I stay locked up
我与世界隔绝 [01:46.12]No patience I don't give a ****
我没有耐心 我也不在乎 [01:47.59]**** everybody **** them
去他妈的所有人 去他妈的他们 [01:48.99]I said them mother****ers ain't shit
我说那些混蛋啥也不是 [01:49.80]Just leave 'em dead
让他们去死吧 [01:50.60]I keep my distance in my vision is hatred
我在我的认知里保持距离是仇恨 [01:53.00]I don't know why I ended up this way
我不知道我为什么会变成这样 [01:54.79]I'm losing patience
我失去耐心了 [01:55.70]I'm losing faith in the human race
我对人类的信心被消磨殆尽 [01:57.19]This ruined place
这个疮痍满目的地方 [01:58.45]Eradicate this ravage population
消除这些肆虐的人口 [02:00.20]In the night thoughts running through my mind
在夜晚 思绪掠过我的脑海 [02:02.90]In the night thoughts running through my mind
奔波的夜幕划落我的思绪 [02:06.06]In the night thoughts running through my mind
漆黑的夜空令我思绪万千 [02:08.84]In the night thoughts running through my mind
如此凌乱却不留一点痕迹 [02:11.50]I've been tryna find
我一直想要滤去心中的浮躁和尘埃 [02:12.80]Searching for my peace of mind
回归平静和安宁 [02:14.43]Going every night
每天晚上都去 [02:15.84]I've been running every time
想用疲倦驱散痛苦 [02:17.52]Think I'm 'bout to go insane
我想我要疯了 [02:18.78]Think my mind gone MIA
我想我的心已经消失了 [02:20.34]And I can't wait for the day
我等不及这一天了 [02:22.00]Thinking 'bout it nah I don't rest
想着它 不 我不休息 [02:23.75]I've been tryna find
我一直在寻找 [02:25.00]Searching for my peace of mind
寻找我内心的平静 [02:26.60]Going every night
每天晚上都去 [02:27.90]I've been running every time
我每次都在跑 [02:29.40]Think I'm 'bout to go insane
我想我快要疯了 [02:30.71]Think my mind gone MIA
我已经没有希望了 [02:32.21]And I can't wait for the day
我等不及这一天了 [02:34.13]Thinking 'bout it nah I don't rest
想着它 不 我不休息 [02:35.69]Ohh [02:44.10]Uh uh late nights spooky
深夜幽灵 [02:46.50]So I keep a roof over my head
我有了一个栖身之所 [02:48.15]Uh late nights Grim Reaper callin'
午夜死神发来邀请 [02:51.00]I struggle with death
我与死亡抗争 [02:52.00]Uh I don't wanna go back
我不想回去 [02:54.15]I don't wanna go back go back go back
我不想回去 [02:55.58]Yeah I don't wanna go back I don't wanna go back
我不想回去 我不想回去 [02:59.12]Go back go back
回去回去 [03:00.15]Yeah they ain't ****ing with me nah nah
是啊 他们没和我在一起 [03:03.30]They ain't ****ing with me
他们没和我在一起 [03:04.29]Yuh they ain't ****ing with me nah nah
他们没和我在一起 [03:07.02]They ain't ****ing with me nah
他们不会和我在一起的