Reflection-Sik World

[00:00.683]The reflection of my face [00:04.731]Some wouldn't even recognize [00:07.291]Oh, who put me in this place [00:11.678]I wouldn't even recognize [00:13.923]Time has been so cruel [00:18.002]I could've blamed me but I blame you [00:22.705]I do [00:26.741]Lately I feel lost, tell me if you find me [00:29.138]It's hard to put the past behind me [00:30.599]When my mind just sits there and keeps reminding me [00:32.224]Of all the bullshit that I kept inside me [00:33.947]I'm not lying when I tell you I feel like I'm lost [00:35.645]It just feels like I'm trapped in my thoughts [00:37.147]I just sit there and think, and I think, and I think [00:38.850]And I think and I think, I lost it all [00:40.685]I am at home, I got my back against the wall [00:42.431]I feel hella alone I got no one to call [00:43.905]And I'm still on my own because no one's involved [00:45.790]Tell me, where do I go when everything falls? [00:47.913]Damn, I guess that's why I'm making this song [00:52.402]I just sit and reflect on every single thing that went wrong [00:54.610]My best friend, he turned out to be a fake [00:56.074]The real definition of becoming a snake [00:57.716]And I lost my girl too and that was my mistake [00:59.392]I put music above her and it took her place [01:01.187]And she's the one I love and my heart it just breaks [01:03.054]Because now I'm alone, there's no girl to replace [01:04.693]See I tried to re-date, but it's always a waste [01:06.384]Ever since she left nothing's ever been the same [01:08.137]Lately it feels like I just been wilding out [01:10.335]There's too many things that I'm finding out [01:11.679]And my passion has been slowly dying out [01:13.238]And I'm still inside of a hole and I'm climbing out [01:15.081]Just to stumble over, but I'm trying now [01:16.775]Lost my composure, so I write it out [01:18.356]I'm feeling depressed and I'm hiding out [01:20.544]I think that's why I'm crying out [01:22.975]The reflection of my face [01:26.940]Some wouldn't even recognize [01:28.886]Oh, who put me in this place [01:33.950]I wouldn't even recognize [01:36.354]Time has been so cruel [01:40.302]I could've blamed me but I blame you [01:44.909]I do [01:49.085]I guess I'm to blame, can't lie to me [01:51.060]Walk in the room and they start eyeing me [01:52.685]Feeling overwhelmed with my anxiety [01:54.402]So I stay to myself and I overthink quietly [01:55.772]I stare in the mirror and I vent there alone [01:57.368]You say you been there when I'm on my own [01:59.493]You say you'll be there when I know you won't [02:00.909]And you say you love me when I know you don't [02:02.659]I swear this depression isn't a mutha****in' joke [02:05.185]Anxiety too, I deal with them both [02:06.883]I been losing my faith and my hope [02:08.536]Still haven't found a way I can cope [02:10.327]Yeah, I think loving myself is the very thing that I need most [02:13.669]'Cause, I lost everyone else that I thought I would always keep close [02:16.852]And to think, I gave you all that I can [02:18.300]You took advantage of me and ran [02:19.788]I made you who you are now I ask [02:21.593]What would you flip on me I don't understand? [02:23.254]Told myself never again, never reach out for a hand [02:25.771]Never put trust in a friend, never give up where you stand [02:28.404]I gave everybody a chance just to see we didn't last [02:30.447]Nothing that I been doing has been panning out [02:32.656]I'm suffering and you stand around [02:34.091]And I'm falling so ****ing hard I could smash the ground [02:35.702]Wishin' that I could have my mom and dad around [02:37.362]Anxiety got the best of me and I'm spazzing out [02:39.009]Exhausted so much I feel like just passing out [02:40.695]I wanted the fame, you can have it now... [02:42.945]'Cause I ain't the same you can ask around, 'cause [02:45.258]The reflection of my face [02:49.153]Some wouldn't even recognize [02:51.975]Oh, who put me in this place [02:56.139]I wouldn't even recognize [02:58.532]Time has been so cruel [03:02.507]I could've blamed me but I blame you [03:07.008]I do