2HONEST-Vic Mensa/SAINt JHN

[00:00.00] 作词 : Keith Askey/Victor Mensah/Carlos St. John/Christian Boggs/Malik Yusef/Stephen Feigenbaum/Andrew De Caro/Jeffery Shum [00:00.09] 作曲 : Keith Askey/Victor Mensah/Carlos St. John/Christian Boggs/Malik Yusef/Stephen Feigenbaum/Andrew De Caro/Jeffery Shum [00:00.19]Snoh Aalegra/Vic Mensa： [00:00.37]Loneliness speaks through my smile [00:04.22]It seems the darkest lullaby [00:09.33]La la-la-la la-la la [00:13.40]La la-la-la la-la la [00:17.75]I call a 51-50 on myself [00:21.34]That's how you know I need help [00:23.46]I call a 51-50 on myself [00:27.16]That's how you know I need help [00:30.05]Vic Mensa： [00:31.66]Tears of a fallen soldier rollin' down my face [00:33.84]One hand stickin' out of my grave [00:35.54]The whole world left me for dead Michael Jackson's estate [00:38.56]But I'm too high I'll never land [00:40.29]A river that knows its source can never run dry [00:42.81]That's why I had to cut out the middle man [00:44.66]Hate from all directions assassinatin' my character [00:47.56]I felt like Malcom X and J. Edgar Hoover's America [00:50.35]I said the truth and I paid for it I paid for it [00:53.13]I got on my knees and cried to the Lord I prayed for it [00:56.08]I have bounties on my head when my sister was in my home [00:59.11]Sleepless night by the chrome trigger finger next to my dome [01:02.05]Contemplatin' self destruction equatin' myself to nothin' [01:05.02]Fixated on my regression I felt like Benjamin Button [01:08.00]I collapsed in my depression I just couldn't write for nothin' [01:10.84]When I stared at my reflection all that I felt was disgusted [01:13.81]My confidence evaporated less than a man I was emasculated [01:17.56]I turned to violence to be validated [01:19.89]Violated probation again and again [01:22.19]My kin and my friends like What the f**k is up with you fam [01:25.24]Don't you understand [01:26.55]niggas wanna f**k with you fam [01:28.12]But you keep f**kin' yourself and that f**ks with your fans [01:31.12]SAINt JHN/Snoh Aalegra： [01:31.65]Pardon me my nigga I believed the lie [01:33.83]I can't be too honest [01:35.15]Ooh ooh ooh-ooh [01:37.33]The pain behind your eyes tells me that it's not what you wanted [01:41.32]Ooh ooh ooh-ooh [01:43.08]And it's hard to explain to the people standin' still why you're runnin' [01:46.90]Ooh ooh ooh-ooh [01:48.80]I was runnin' from the absolute savage that I know I'm becomin' [01:53.16]Vic Mensa/Snoh Aalegra： [01:54.35]I call a 51-50 on myself [01:58.00]That's how you know I need help [02:00.33]I call a 51-50 on myself [02:03.91]That's how you know I need help [02:05.35]Vic Mensa： [02:05.64]Do you know what the f**k it feels like to wake up every day in distress [02:09.15]Pissed off at yourself neglect so you just lay in your mess [02:12.07]And people depend on you got so much shit on your chest [02:14.99]That your train of thought can't seem to find a way to express [02:18.06]I found a notebook in my parents crib from when I was five [02:20.78]I went inside and it said I hate myself I wanted to die cryin' [02:24.23]I couldn't even fathom the child feeling so lonely [02:26.92]So next time a nigga tell you 'bout Vic say they don't know me [02:29.87]I need to be loved I need to be loved [02:31.87]I needed the d**gs 'cause I couldn't do it [02:33.88]I couldn't do it I was goin' through it [02:35.79]Growin' up I was a product of my biracial confusion [02:38.59]Neither black nor white I guess that makes me translucent [02:41.36]I crushed everything I touched [02:42.90]I f**ked every single slut but I couldn't bust a nut [02:45.73]In my stomach I plummet into my dungeon [02:47.79]Down in the depths of my darkness [02:49.30]I'm steppin' over my carcass I'm comin' out of my hatred [02:52.16]Tired of my heart bein' vacant [02:53.73]I made a promise won't break it [02:55.16]I told my momma we'll make it [02:56.59]I told my gang we gon' make it [02:57.90]If they won't give it to us we'll take it [02:59.55]One thing that is true is my greatness [03:00.97]Promise I won't doubt I'll believe it [03:02.49]I'm exercisin' my demons for the last time [03:04.97]SAINt JHN/Snoh Aalegra： [03:05.51]Pardon me my nigga I believed the lie [03:07.50]I can't be too honest [03:09.10]Ooh ooh ooh-ooh [03:10.79]The pain behind your eyes tells me that it's not what you wanted [03:14.89]Ooh ooh ooh-ooh [03:16.68]And it's hard to explain to the people standin' still why you're runnin' [03:20.57]Ooh ooh ooh-ooh [03:22.43]I was runnin' from the absolute savage that I know I'm becomin' [03:26.56]SAINt JHN： [03:28.38]But pardon me my nigga isn't this ain't life you said that you wanted [03:33.99]You know the car's movin' fast what a view and the women are stunnin' [03:39.92]And it's hard when you're comin' from the bottom tryin' not to become it [03:45.75]So I'm runnin' from the absolute savage that I know I'm becomin' [03:50.46]Comin' yeah ayy