When I Fall Apart (Side B Flip)-JAWNY

[00:00.000]"Part of me wants to chuck this shit in a garbage disposal, but the other part of me wants to hear what you have to say because part of me wants to forgive u and still love you. Ugh, **** it i'mma play it. "
“我既想把这玩意扔进垃圾桶，但又想听听你要说什么，因为我想原谅你，且仍爱着你。啊，管他呢，听听看吧。” [00:15.464]"Yo hey I wrote u a ****ing song and I just wanna play it for you, dude get the **** out I'm tryna record this."
“呦，嘿，我给你写了首歌，想让你听下，不是哥们，滚开啊，我在录音呢。” [00:33.675]When I fall in love，
当我坠入爱河， [00:36.263]I fall apart，
我心神不宁 支离破碎， [00:39.252]I know it's improbable，
我知道希望渺茫， [00:42.770]But I'm unstoppable，
但我百折不挠， [00:46.400]'Cus he doesn't know who I am，
因为他并不知道我是谁， [00:50.141]I've lost my point of view and I cannot stand，
我失去深思熟虑，悠悠忽忽沉醉于此， [01:00.271]It's been so long，
已持续很久， [01:02.300]I'm a Rasputin doll，
我被痛苦折磨（拉斯普京死于谋杀，生前遭毒杀，枪击，殴打，最后被扔进涅瓦河中溺死）， [01:05.918]I fall for the wild and turn to a pile，
我坠入荒野，化作尘埃， [01:12.399]And you don't even know who I am，
可你甚至不知道我是谁， [01:17.004]I've lost my point of view and I still can't stand，
我失去深思熟虑，悠悠忽忽沉醉于此， [02:03.585]So I fell in love，
因此我坠入爱河， [02:06.660]And I fell apart，
我心神不宁 支离破碎， [02:09.920]He needed my heart，
他需要我的心， [02:12.604]Until bruising and scarred，
直至伤痕累累遍体鳞伤， [02:15.640]And I don't even know who I am，
连我都不知道我是谁， [02:20.355]I've waited for too long and I've turned to sand，
我久经等待 幻化成沙， [02:28.867]So tell me is this what it's like to be，
所以告诉我这就是， [02:34.762]In love.
坠入爱河的感觉吗。