Jordan-Athletics

[00:37.11]Living like animals with no real shame.
如同不知羞耻的低等动物一般生活 [00:41.49]Like creatures that exist that God didn't create.
如同上帝从未创造的异物一般存在 [00:45.64]My body speaks to me and I understand.
身体传达讯息这些给我 而我也明白 [00:49.71]It makes me say to it, "your wish is my command."
让我不禁说：你的愿望我都会努力去实现 [00:53.75]Like feeling tired but wanting to stay awake,
就比如心力疲惫 却愿头脑清醒 [00:57.75]Or spending money to cover up a mistake.
或是花钱掩盖过错 [01:01.85]Like running fast but always taking long breaks.
就好比健步如飞 却时而长做歇息 [01:05.93]Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake.
就像她说她从未假意 却也不曾真心 [01:10.01]I want to see the best version of me.
我愿看见 我最好的一面 [01:25.44]The me that I know is not my friend at all.
我知晓的自己 完全与我形同陌路 [02:11.45]A man can trust himself to spend his life away.
那样一个我 信赖自己以荒废生命 [02:14.83]Trust himself to drink 'till there's a smile on his face.
任由自己饮酒 直至久违笑容浮于脸庞 [02:18.83]A drink can trust a man to have another sip.
而杯酒下肚 又让人忍不住小抿几口 [02:22.56]A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips.
却坚信着 小酌一番可止住嘴唇的颤抖 [02:26.31]Like reading half and never open it again.
就如书读一半 而后不再翻阅 [02:30.16]Saying I was there when I ain't ever been.
说着我曾来至此地 实际上却并没有 [02:34.05]How I feel about the way God taunts.
上帝嘲弄我的感受 我难以言说 [02:37.32]The same is the way I give my body what it wants.
同样难以言说的 还有我对自己听之任之 [02:41.05]I want to see the way I want to see.
我愿见到 我愿见到的局面 [02:56.10]I'm all alone. I'm not my friend at all.
我孤身一人 自己也非自己的友人 [03:11.06]I'm dead to me. I'm just a body.
我心已死 只剩躯壳 [03:25.84]Is a man really alive if he can't control his own life?
若人无法掌控自己的生活 那他还真实存活吗？