Caved In-Atmosphere

[00:00.96]Artist：atmosphere [00:01.65]Songs Title：caved in [00:03.28] [00:25.04]The door opened [00:25.67]in walked my brother terrified [00:27.42]teary eyed I'm wide open [00:28.79]only to hear our father died [00:30.30]It's not true I'm hopin' [00:31.73]I need some air, I'm chokin' [00:33.13]Get me off this ride. Where's life goin'? [00:34.81]Feelin' I'm lost, I'm frozen. [00:36.62]Suspended in mid-traumatized state [00:37.56]Why I'm chosen for this fate [00:40.06]I don't know [00:40.99]Head shakes back and forth [00:42.56]emotion oh insociable not speakin [00:44.06]remain in silence 'cause I'm weak [00:45.56]and deep inside I'm freakin' [00:46.63]Want my father back I need him. [00:48.50]Why's god cheatin' [00:49.31]takin' half the two that gave me life [00:51.56]My mind replays the thought [00:52.68]now no longer can I sleep at night [00:54.81]not feelin' right [00:55.62]insecure [00:55.81]now what's my future lookin' like [00:57.49]aint' delt with death before [00:59.06]age eleven and can't take no more [01:01.06]My hands on the floor [01:02.18]'cause my stomach's feelin' sick [01:03.31]and I was mad at the lord [01:04.81]because he took him all to quick [01:06.13]that day [01:06.44]on his way to pick me up [01:08.43]he never made it [01:09.18]blamed it all on myself [01:10.50]and I dwelled in self-hatred [01:12.19]On a path called destruct [01:13.94]many thought I wouldn't make it [01:15.19]I hated the way I feel [01:16.43]but I just can't seem to shake it [01:17.99]somebody take it away [01:19.25]this mad situation [01:21.13]my world is breakin' [01:22.57]and I feel I'm 'bout to cave in [01:24.25]I tried to take it all in [01:25.57]after it all settled I couldn't begin [01:26.88]accepting you were gone [01:28.75]but understood [01:30.00]I tried to take it all in [01:31.69]after it all settled I couldn't begin [01:33.13]accepting you were gone [01:34.88]but understood [01:36.07]hey Dad I miss you [01:37.50]for everyday gone [01:38.69]and for the rest of my life [01:40.06]tried to remain strong [01:40.81]until we reunite [01:41.62]live on your memory [01:43.31]from the seeds [01:44.44]you planted gently [01:45.38]thanks for bein' there for me [01:46.94]and all the time you spent with me [01:48.44]love sent for me [01:49.38]if I could only have that day back [01:51.38]to sit down and rap [01:52.31]shoot the breeze and have a chat [01:54.19]but the fact still remains still later [01:55.69]on the day I have to meet our maker [01:58.25]I write my feelings on the paper [01:59.75]for now [02:00.25]along the golf course where you once played I see you [02:03.06]as I drive by I feel you [02:04.69]like your presence is there [02:06.12]I stop and I stare [02:07.18]I see the pictures of days we shared [02:08.94]well aware that you cared [02:10.32]making sure I was prepared for life [02:11.81]the hardships, the struggles, [02:14.01]the garbage, and the troubles that come with it [02:16.06]always kept my head with it [02:17.51]I gripped it [02:18.63]close to my heart [02:19.44]everything you tought me [02:20.63]my dad, my hero [02:21.50]you had my love for all eternity [02:24.12]I tried to take it all in [02:25.69]after it all settled I couldn't begin [02:27.00]accepting you were gone [02:28.81]but understood [02:29.63]I tried to take it all in [02:31.19]after it all settled I couldn't begin [02:33.56]accepting you were gone [02:34.82]but understood [02:35.94]I tried to take it all in [02:37.44]after it all settled I couldn't begin [02:39.31]accepting you were gone [02:40.69]but understood [02:41.75]I tried to take it all in [02:43.44]after it all settled I couldn't begin [02:45.38]accepting you were gone [02:46.87]but understood