Vices-Memphis May Fire

[00:01.68]. [00:03.87]Drowning myself every night
每一晚喝得烂醉 [00:06.87]Me versus me has always been my biggest fight
我就是自己最大的敌人 [00:09.87]I've been so confused for so long
已经迷茫了很久 [00:12.75]And the answers always seem so far out of sight
所寻找的答案好像遥不可及 [00:16.25]So I fill it up, fill it up one more time
再次把杯子倒满 [00:19.38]So when everything is wrong at least I still feel right
这样当生活陷入低谷时 我还能感觉不错 [00:23.93]I'm in the tunnel but I can't see the light
我在黑暗的隧道里看不见光芒 [00:26.94]. [00:28.38]I just want to feel whole again
我只想让自己再次振作起来 [00:31.18]So I can let you in
能让你进入我的生活 [00:34.56]I just want to feel whole again
我只想让自己再次振作起来 [00:37.43]I just want to feel whole
只想让自己振作起来 [00:40.06]Oh, where is my self control?
我的自控力呢？ [00:47.25]Where is my self control?
我的自控力呢？？ [00:51.63]. [00:57.76]I've been thinking this could be the end of me
我在想 这可能就是我的结局 [01:02.82]Who is this person in the mirror I see?
镜子中的人是谁？ [01:10.13]I have come so far, thought I was so strong
已经走到了这一步 以为自己很坚强 [01:14.76]The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
其实我只是不断地在欺骗自己 [01:21.63]I never thought this would be me
从没想过我会变成这样 [01:25.12]. [01:25.69]But now I'm on the verge of self destruction
我站在崩溃的边缘 [01:29.00]How could this happen to me?
我到底是怎么了？ [01:33.88]I've never been the type to run
我从不是那种 [01:35.82]from anything, run from anything
逃避一切的人 [01:40.56]So sick and tired of wondering where my morals have gone
已经厌倦去思考自己的道德是不是已经荡然无存 [01:44.32]My father didn't raise me to become this
我的父亲把我养大可不是为了成为现在的我 [01:50.19]Where did I go wrong?
到底哪里出错了？ [01:51.88]. [01:52.94]There is not much left of me
以前纯真的自己快要消失了 [01:56.51]I can't feel the ground beneath my feet
我感觉不到脚踩在地上 [02:00.81]There is not much left of me
纯真的自己快要消失 [02:05.44]I let everyone around me down
让身边所有人失望了 [02:07.88]And now I'm headed to the bottom of the bottle
现在我要把酒喝完 [02:10.32]Just to block out the sound
这样才听不到身边的嘈杂 [02:12.32]God I need you now!
上帝我需要你 [02:15.38]. [02:16.07]I've been thinking this could be the end of me
我想这可能就是我的结局 [02:21.07]Who is this person in the mirror I see?
镜子中的人是谁？ [02:28.34]I have come so far, thought I was so strong
已经走到了这一步 以为自己很坚强 [02:32.96]The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
其实我只是不断地在欺骗自己 [02:39.83]This is my vice, this is me weak
这是我的罪 这是我的懦弱 [02:43.52]. [02:49.77]I need your love to erase this doubt
我需要你的爱来消除这困惑 [02:53.08]I need your hand to pull me out
我需要你的手把我拉回来 [02:55.89]Sometimes I feel like I will never learn
有时候我觉得我从不吸取教训 [02:59.83]Because the bottle's always there
因为酒杯一直在触手可及的地方 [03:01.64]when I have nowhere else to turn
当我没有地方可以逃避的时候 [03:05.83]Will I ever learn? Will I ever learn?
我会吸取教训吗？会吗？ [03:09.39]. [03:10.27]I take another sip
又喝了一口 [03:12.89]The dark room that I'm in becomes dimly lit
身处的黑暗的屋子隐隐约约有一丝光亮 [03:17.27]This can't be all there is
只有这么一点吗 [03:20.52]. [03:20.77]I've been thinking this could be the end of me
我想这可能就是我的结局 [03:25.02]Who is this person in the mirror I see?
镜子中的自己是谁？ [03:33.02]I have come so far, thought I was so strong
已经走到了这一步 以为自己很坚强 [03:37.71]The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long
其实我只是不断地在欺骗自己 [03:44.27]And the only one to blame is me
唯一去责备的人是我自己 [03:48.09]. [03:51.83]Who have I become?
我变成了什么？ [03:58.03]This is my desperate shout
这是我绝望的呐喊 [04:00.46]Pull me out!
把我从这绝望中 [04:02.02]Pull me out!
拉出去！ [04:04.15]God I need you now!
上帝我需要你！