Crossed Fingers (feat. Björn Krebs)-Breakdown of Sanity

[00:14.00]Living day by day with remorse but I try to push it to the back of my mind
日复一日生活在自责中，我想把这自责抛在脑后 [00:19.00]My hands are shaking, I can't resist no more, I can't fight back brick by
我的双手在颤抖，我无法再反抗，无法再战斗 [00:21.59]Brick, step by step, stick by stick look at me, what have I become? from
看看我，现在的我变成了什么样？ [00:31.40]Time to time I feel like everything in me is dead do you know what it's
我感觉在我脑中所有的思维都已死亡，你知道这种感受吗？就像睡时有无数的思绪在脑中飞舞 [00:36.10]Like to sleep forever endless thoughts, blinded by drugs, numb the pain,it never stops
沉溺于药物、麻木于痛苦，但是这种感觉从未停止过 [00:43.20]I say it's the last time and cross my fingers behind my back for myself
我说这是最后一次为我自己祈祷 [00:50.30]No regrets for a long time and all my habits will come back
从不后悔，我的喜怒哀乐我的情感将回归我的身体 [01:00.00]Lift my glass to the end of the past back to the start because time runs too fast
时间是如此之快，我从头审视我的过去 [01:05.00]Forcing myself to breath I see myself but it's not really me
强迫自己去呼吸，去看清自我，但我发现那并不是我 [01:09.00]My enemy is me lie to myself, hope everyday again that I lose my self-produced pain
我骗自己我的敌人其实是我自己，欺骗自己不再会有痛苦 [01:13.00]I try to leave this cage inside and refuse to listen to the voice in my head
我尝试逃出这个空间，不再听从脑海中的声音 [01:23.30]Got to lose my craving (for more) I need to get out of this forever bound
我无欲无求，只想挣脱这永远的束缚 [01:36.00]Forever in chains I have to live forever with this shadow on my face
被囚禁的我只能与阴影为伴 [01:47.40]It was never gone and I guess it will never go away
我想这阴影永远不会离开我 [01:52.00]I can't decide which way to take to find my bliss there's no light I can follow
我不知晓如何才能找到属于我的幸福，无迹可寻 [01:57.00]No god I can believe in please help me out of this
我不相信上帝，求求你把我带出这个囚笼 [02:04.00]I take my last hit before I get sick
在我倒下之前，我将挥出凝聚我全身力气的最后一拳 [02:07.20]Please help me out of this
求求你帮我逃出这个囚笼 [02:11.11]I say it's the last time and cross my fingers behind my back
我说这是最后一次为我自己祈祷 [02:18.00]For myself no regrets for a long time and all my habits will come back
从不后悔，我的喜怒哀乐我的情感将回归我的身体 [02:28.00]Tear me down and let me drown
我将被撕碎，我将感到绝望 [02:38.00]tomorrow (I promise) I'll break up
但我发誓我明天将重获自由 [02:49.33]I don't want to chase the dark clouds anymore break free
我不想再追逐着乌云！自由！ [02:54.00]I try to escape from this cage and turn the next page I walked these cold streets all by myself, so the last steps go
我尝试逃脱这个囚笼且开始新的生活 [03:06.00]I'll cope under my own steam no dreams at night only daydreams
我将自己藏匿于自己的情感之下 无梦之夜 [03:14.00]I tried to hide it from the ones I love but I can't pretend anymore
我尝试掩埋对她的情感但我无法再这样下去 [03:29.00]I can't hide anymore
我将不再掩饰！ [03:50.00]Break free
自由！！！