Withdrawals-Tom MacDonald

[00:00.000] 作词 : Tom MacDonald/Nova Paholek [00:01.000] 作曲 : Tom MacDonald/Nova Paholek [00:14.350]The doctor said to talk to him
医生说如果我不想再服药的话 [00:16.057]If I wanted to get off my meds
就和他谈谈 [00:17.843]But I never called his office in
但我从未打过他的电话 [00:19.584]Poured the bottle in the garbage can
或是把瓶里的酒倒掉 [00:21.442]I'm stuck in this apartment and
我被困在了这小小公寓里 [00:23.257]I'm anxious like the cops are here
焦虑得就像条子已经找上门一样 [00:25.150]I tried to call, like, all my friends
我也曾试图给我的朋友们打个电话 [00:26.927]None of them are answering
但都是无人应答 [00:28.735]Is this the moment where I can't control it?
是这个特定时刻我只能失控吗？ [00:30.367]Got no appetite, I guess the party's over
是派对狂欢后我便毫无胃口吗？ [00:32.378]I can't sleep at night, and I keep rolling over
我辗转反侧，夜不能寐 [00:33.951]'Cause my skin is itchy and the paranoia
因为我浑身就像是有蛆虫在爬 [00:35.687]Got me worried, sick, and it is so annoying
我担忧着恼怒着又无比焦虑着 [00:37.580]I been throwing up, it looked like motor oil
无法止住的呕吐，那些玩意像是机油 [00:39.428]But I chose to quit, and now I can't avoid it
想要逃离却为时已晚 [00:41.200]The right things to do are the hardest choices
做出正确的抉择是世间上最难的事 [00:43.088]Is this the moment when I need a donor?
现在我该闭上眼等着救赎吗？ [00:45.199]Liver failing from the liquor pouring
瓶中烈酒愈少，肝也不断衰竭 [00:46.839]All the room is spinning, it ain't vodka, soda
直饮的烈酒让我头晕目眩 [00:48.664]What is almost killing me is being sober
唯有清醒的痛最难承受 [00:50.486] [00:51.038]Talk about pitfalls
掉入无法自拔的“地狱” [00:52.729]Surrounded by brick walls
四面围墙 [00:54.695]This is what kids call
这就是人们讲的 [00:56.930]Withdrawals
”戒瘾“ [00:57.713] [00:57.737]Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
删掉我手机里的所有号码，我想待家里 [01:02.032]Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
真希望我和我的朋友都不醉不归 [01:05.610]I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
要转身就走还是深陷其中 [01:09.249]Really wish that I was high with all my friends
真希望我和我的朋友能嗨到天亮 [01:12.608] [01:12.810]I never cared for therapies
从没有相信过我的治疗师 [01:14.268]My arrogance embarrassing
我的傲慢让人难堪 [01:16.088]It isn't fair to tear with this
把我的屋檐变成毒枭之窝 [01:17.897]Addiction place my parents in
这对我的父母很不公平吧 [01:19.661]I'm scared repair will never fix
我怕已经回不到过去 [01:21.549]The voluntary negligence
自原如此 [01:23.404]The wear and tear my errors did
这所造成的后果 [01:25.171]They almost had to bury me
差点把我送进坟墓里 [01:26.964]Is this the moment where I screw up and relapse?
这是我重蹈覆辙的时刻吗 [01:29.138]Waste all my money on rehab
在康复所花掉了我所有的积蓄 [01:30.471]Can't take a pill from the doctor to relax
医生开的镇静药物我一片也吞不下去 [01:31.837]Lash out in anger whenever I react
每当有情绪就会迷失在自己的怒火中 [01:33.671]Feel like a weak man, I don't wanna be that
像个濒死之人，我可不想成为那样 [01:35.797]Living every day to get a buzz on the weekend
熬过每一天就为了能在周末好好“嗨嗨” [01:37.547]I'm in the deep end, fighting with demons
我深陷深渊与恶魔斗争 [01:39.288]Tryna stay clean, I just really need a reason
试着保持清醒我却找不到理由 [01:41.414]My bones are shaking and my hands and feet
我浑身上下都在颤抖连我骨头都在战栗 [01:43.349]I see my rib cage, but I can't eat
镜中我的肋骨已经突显，但仍然吃不下东西 [01:44.964]I still wake up panicking, so I can't sleep
我仍会因梦惊醒如此无法入眠 [01:46.763]I just sit in the bathtub and try to breathe
我坐在浴缸里试图记起如何呼吸 [01:48.964] [01:49.313]Talk about pitfalls
掉入这无尽的深渊 [01:50.963]Surrounded by brick walls
四面围墙 [01:53.091]This is what kids call
可能这就是孩子们说的 [01:55.166]Withdrawals
"孤僻" [01:55.710] [01:55.875]Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
删掉我手机里的所有号码，我想待家里 [02:00.239]Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
多么希望我能和我的所有朋友都喝到不省人事 [02:03.719]I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
我要逃出深渊或者继续深陷其中 [02:07.353]Really wish that I was high with all my friends
多么希望我能和朋友们待在一起嗨到天亮 [02:11.314] [02:11.354]I've never felt this bad before
我从未感到如此悲伤 [02:16.025]I don't know if I'll make it
我甚至不知道自己还能撑多久 [02:18.600]Don't have the strength to get off the floor right now
我现在连从地板上爬起的的力气都没有 [02:23.183]But I'm hoping and praying
但我仍在期望和祈祷 [02:25.982]My whole life I wanted more
我一生都在渴求更多 [02:30.569]This might be the end
这也许就是结局 [02:33.225]But now I've had too much fun, it's over now
我已经拥有过快乐，是时候画上句号了 [02:37.902]I loved what I hated
我爱我所恨 [02:39.473] [02:39.517]Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
删掉我手机里的所有号码，我想待家里 [02:43.672]Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
我多么想和我的朋友都不醉不归 [02:47.443]I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
跳出深渊或者深陷其中 [02:51.012]Really wish that I was high with all my friends
我多么想和我的朋友能待在一起 [02:53.995] [02:54.121]Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
删掉我手机里的所有号码，我想待家里 [02:58.395]Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
多么希望我和我的朋友都不醉不归 [03:01.996]I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
我要戒掉它或是仍无法自拔 [03:05.671]Really wish that I was high with all my friends
我多么希望我和我的朋友能待在一起啊