I Couldn't Help It-Joe Budden

[00:12.00]@ @ [00:17.00] [00:45.57]We had a beautiful relation*******p at one point [00:50.24]But then, that *******t changed with the quickness [00:52.93]Maybe cause I was ******' other ******es [00:55.78]Or maybe we had no busniess havin' busniess [00:58.39]Not the girl that I would want to raise kids with [01:01.47]But still that *******t happened regardless [01:04.46]I was so young, back then so heartless [01:07.33]And the *******t I was thinkin' could of caught me some charges [01:10.34]Listen, I tried to talk to her normally [01:13.08]That *******t didn't work for one second, she was on to me [01:16.20]I tried to explain, how I ain't have a dollar to my name [01:19.89]Pursuin' this rap *******t, chasin' fame [01:21.99]Young dude stressed in the hood like Je-sus [01:24.85]I ain't ready for no child but she was [01:27.83]When you, piss poor get to havin' sick thoughts [01:30.49]While the chick probably sittin' there thinkin' bout marriage [01:33.53]I'm thinkin' abortion like a savage [01:36.42]On purpose accident to have a miscarriage [01:39.42]Her a mother of mine I couldn't end up seein' [01:42.33]Plus what type of mother would you end up bein' [01:45.68]You already a physco, I wouldn't let that pass [01:48.29]I ain't think lifetime bond, I thought fat ass [01:51.23]All them times you were pregnant and miserable [01:54.36]All them fights we had that got physical [01:57.37]Everytime I sent you packin', pissed at you [02:00.38]Like I ain't want to live wit you, yeah I kind of planned that [02:03.23]Ain't considerate, sounds just like me [02:05.79]Then you put someone out that looks just like me [02:08.88]I grabbed my little dude up, looked 'em in his eyes [02:11.67]And you can't understand right now I apologize [02:14.57]How could I not want you here, be that selfish [02:17.56]****** was on my mind at the time, my bad I Couldn't Help It [02:22.20] [02:43.19]Now this is how you know we go through phases [02:46.91]Cause he done sold millions of records [02:50.13]Plus they done been together for ages [02:52.57]I don't really know how to say this [02:56.23]Me and old boy done shared a couple of stages [02:58.64]But he wasn't around when I saw her in Vegas [03:01.62]She said 'remember me?', I thought I should lie [03:04.46]I looked baby up and down and said 'should I?' [03:07.60]Maybe she my old broad, maybe she a singer [03:10.37]I looked down seen a chunky rock on her finger [03:13.22]She said I'm 'blanks' wife, how you been and what you doin' here? [03:16.17]I should of asked her that same *******t [03:19.29]Snoop had already told me that ******es ain't *******t [03:21.95]And the industries so small, that's how the game is [03:24.82]When you famous, everybodys a bilingual plaintiff [03:27.79]And the defendant speaks one language [03:30.67]But we exchanged numbers like ****** it [03:33.76]All we gon talk about is music [03:36.78]Neither one of us will ever use it [03:39.74]But shorty she ain't hesitate to use it [03:42.99]Four A.M., where do I begin? [03:45.48]She's leavin' the club, I'm about to win [03:48.17]She's so aggressive like 'what room are you in?' [03:51.09]I ain't answer, she said meet her downstairs in ten [03:53.97]Now we totally disrespectin' his star [03:57.13]I'm with his ******, and she in his car [04:00.28]She said hop in let's head to the strip bar [04:03.14]Bad ass friend with her, and then she kissed ma [04:06.43]And now I'm so confused [04:08.62]She starts tellin' me about how she's so abused [04:11.62]How he beats her ass, how he takes that figure [04:14.45]And I'm in my head thinkin' 'I don't blame that ******' [04:17.54]We hit the club like everythin's wonderful [04:20.38]She touchin' me, I'm feelin uncomfortable [04:23.17]And then the DJ threw on somethin' slow [04:26.04]I'm grindin' on her friend, now she wantin' to go [04:29.01]Dude's wife started whisperin' in my ear [04:31.21]I'm startin' to see it clear, she don't care shorty's down with whatever [04:34.91]She said let's go to your room all together [04:37.83]I'm sure the two of us'll make it worth your wild [04:40.93]Now your friend looks great and I really want to ****** her [04:43.67]But I can't be your side dude, can't be your lover [04:46.63]Caught on my old school *******t just to thug her [04:49.65]We got to the room, told her I ain't have a rubber [04:52.83]I thought it worked at first [04:55.57]One looked disappointed and one looked hurt [04:58.05]But her trifelin' ass went and made *******t worse [05:01.36]She reached down pulled a few of those out her purse [05:04.23]Got on her knees started playin' with the head [05:07.23]All her dudes lyrics started playin' in my head [05:10.06]Her friend I'm sayin', probably feelin' left out [05:13.04]I'm filled with guilt because all I can think bout was [05:16.05]He have her on TV with your kids [05:19.11]I got her on the TV in her ribs [05:21.95]Please God forgive, regret what I did [05:24.66]That ain't the lifestyle I want to live, just then I Couldn't Help It [05:29.27]