Angel in My Life-Joe Budden

[00:02.00]Joe Budden - Angel In My Life [00:10.00] [00:18.00]@ @ [00:26.00] [00:27.45]Let's look behind the Swarovski crystals [00:30.52]Behind the .50 calibers and the pistols [00:33.58]Misused, pardoned self got to excuse, my issues [00:36.72]For me to have you a ritual [00:38.85]But, I ain't as crazy as I seem to be [00:41.37]It's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me [00:44.08]Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressents [00:46.68]In essence im threatenin my character asessment [00:49.44]Truth told, I figure a few hoe's [00:52.19]Mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes [00:54.86]If I'm misundersttod or mis-guided [00:57.36]Started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' [01:00.63]When I don't wanna get out of bed I just fight it [01:03.24]Sometimes I don't eat for days I just diet [01:06.01]Only live once so if I just like it [01:08.52]I aint even checkin' the price, I just buy **** [01:11.56]I'm thinkin that will just hide it [01:14.40]But all it takes is life to ignite **** [01:17.12]I'm thinkin' bout death wonderin' how I'm gonna go [01:19.84]I can't be insane for just wantin' to know [01:22.76]In my head I die often, I used to think of suicide often [01:25.40]Good suit on and a nice coffin [01:27.88]But, that ain't somethin' I would try myself [01:30.49]Still they lock me in this room all by myself [01:32.76]I need a... think I need a..... [01:35.72] [01:54.03]They say my symptoms are aggressive [01:57.09]They titled me a compulsive obsessive slash manic depressive [02:00.10]They trying to tell I'm a con and I game ****** [02:03.17]That's one reason I dont even entertain ****** [02:06.11]Not important who they are I won't name ****** [02:08.73]They like to say I got a tendency to blame ****** [02:11.56]I keep ******' **** up but keep tryin' [02:14.22]If ya'll would just trust me I wouldn't just keep lyin' [02:16.78]If I had bread I wouldn't be in debt [02:19.50]Let me clarify get in Def [02:21.10]I feel like every time I been less [02:23.55]When ever I invest whenever I inset I feel I'm innept [02:27.46]I try to make them understand but they just won't incept [02:30.29]I tell them four million others I am the templed [02:32.98]There ain't no book that tells a story there ain't no index [02:35.68]We got some different type of cuts and no they ain't princess [02:38.41]All this indigest seemingly in less [02:41.07]How I take in stress when I always went best [02:43.75]Aching in my chest and yet it still won't break me [02:46.56]They say the room is padded for my own safety [02:49.57]But the cushion don't soften **** [02:52.40]They locked the door but still they let my thoughts in it [02:55.21]And no one can tell me why I'm here [02:57.55]I can't even see the sky from here [02:59.55]I guess my time is near [03:01.90]